R.I.P DADDY
Id Said this has been one of the worst years so far. I mean I've been through a lot in my life that I'm not to proud of actually very ashamed of. I know the meaning of the word "homeless" better than anyone I know. I also know the world "luxury" but those words both didnt last very long. This year takes the cake. Monica's fucked up pervert sick ass motherfucking creepy ass dad doing God knows what if I hadn't have ran and today I find out my dad is murdered and not just stabbed or shot but BURNED TO DEATH. That is one of the most horrible ways to die in my opinion. I'd say this last year and a half with my dad was rough I was soo hostile towards him for not coming to see me here in Tucson. No matter what I said I always loved him hee's my dad. I didnt always agree with what he did but his heart was in the right place. I just wish I could have said GOODBYE you know hugged him one last time told him I loved him I loved him one more time. When I used to talk to him alone on sundays when we went to church then the park or the phone or wherever he'd always say "Have I told you today...?" "How much I love you." I never thought someone would kill my dad. I pray that the guilt eats away at them for the rest of their meaningless lives. I love you still and always dad.....