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what a bad two days.
yesterday morning i woke up and turned on the lights in my bathroom and looked in the mirror and started getting ready to go to school. I dont remember how it came into my mind but I started thinking what if im still dreaming? what if any second my mom will call my name, and my eyes will quickly open up and my whole scenery will change. what if i will suddenly find myself in a place and i dont know where i am because everything i thought was real was really a dream? what if right now im dreaming that im writing this and any moment i'll wake up. i find that things that happened to me during the day are repeated during my dreams... but what if im really living in my dreams and whats happening during the day is the real dream? how can i depend on anything if i feel that im just living something thats not real? i find it amazing that i can sit through an entire class and listen to a teacher, read a page in a book, write down a problem and my mind can be in a completely different place. i feel like sometimes i cant take things seriously because im in a dream world.
When will i wake up?
yesterday morning i woke up and turned on the lights in my bathroom and looked in the mirror and started getting ready to go to school. I dont remember how it came into my mind but I started thinking what if im still dreaming? what if any second my mom will call my name, and my eyes will quickly open up and my whole scenery will change. what if i will suddenly find myself in a place and i dont know where i am because everything i thought was real was really a dream? what if right now im dreaming that im writing this and any moment i'll wake up. i find that things that happened to me during the day are repeated during my dreams... but what if im really living in my dreams and whats happening during the day is the real dream? how can i depend on anything if i feel that im just living something thats not real? i find it amazing that i can sit through an entire class and listen to a teacher, read a page in a book, write down a problem and my mind can be in a completely different place. i feel like sometimes i cant take things seriously because im in a dream world.
When will i wake up?