Sitting in this stuffy library, with my stomache aching and my head spinning and eyes overcast by an odd filament of annoyance I realized in extreme frustration that I was never going to be famous and that I was never going to be on stage and that I wasn’t going to be on a movie screen and that I wasn’t going to be in a music video and that I wasn’ ( Read more... )

I dont believe what i have just witnessed.

Sunday is the only time for redemption...
wont lose faith in you Gunners

its been a while
i dont even know who still reads this.
too many lips. too many tears. plenty of music and laughter.

another year. lets make this one even louder///

thailand.
good stuff.
miss my darlings.
enjoying being perpetually drenched by ocean love.
enjoying spotting gay french boys, perfect for Jebediah and me.
ready for a new year, a new me.

bisous.

dancey dancey dancey with Jebediah and Brooklyn.loads of gay boys..funfunfun...

fufi and aisha I hope Italy = sex
i miss you guys, the played billy idol then ramones then the killers then justin and i died a little
KISSES

why do we have to sign up for spice girls tickets...cant we just buy...
im confused.

i dedicate this entry to jebediah/t-mobile....you know i love you girl...we'll debauch tomorrow night, but tonight I'll leave you and brooklyn to your Horace Mann nonsense

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me and my friends
we don't encourage discipline
or really much of ( Read more... )

It's so hard to live in the city.

It's even harder to leave.

for the first time, i'm not dying to get out of the city for the summer. because when i leave, i wont come back to anything i know. I come back to familiar streets and people, but this gaping hole will exist where home used to be. this emotional gaping abyss. eugh. sorry for the metaphor. ( Read more... )

I dont believe my home will be gone in a few weeks ( Read more... )

This is why I'm hot.