Bleu's funeral is this Wednesday at 6 PM at the Estes-Leadley Greater Lansing Chapel.
I can't seem to get his face out of my mind, it's so sad to know I'll never see him again.

RIP. I'll miss you.

interesting week.
took a swan dive off of matts staircase, onto the nice concrete floor.
jason called me saturday night at 1:30. twice.
like the stupid little girl that i am, in the back of my mind i've been going crazy hoping he calls back.
things are too fucked up for words.

leslie came home today with curtis and their new puppy. it just made me sad knowing that i'm the single sister again. like i always am.
i'm glad i'm not with him any more, but i really miss him. i seriously think there's something wrong with me. i'm just gonna stop thinking for a while maybe.

there's a hole in the trust that we mapped out in my bed for 6 long months.

i won't hold on to this...

i really miss hangin with my old friends. i need to call up anna and jen and all of them and we need to party sometime. seriously. i feel like a nerd cause i'm excited to go to the DIA w/ abby and jen and stef. it'll be like a mini-roadie!
so this week i gotta work really hard in school, then next week it's party time excellent cause it's spring

at first i felt good about going out with jason. now i feel stupid. he thinks it's funny to call me his friend with benefits. yesterday, after i asked him what we should do today (valentine's day) he said maybe we should take the day off from each other. he's not getting me anything, because he spent all his money at the casino last weekend. there' ( Read more... )

yeah so this whole being taken thing is gonna take some getting used to ( Read more... )

i've been thinking of getting rid of my livejournal. i'd rather just tell my friends what's going on in person. we'll see how that goes.

but um...this party girl has finally settled down with someone. haha! he's cute, his name is jason. go me :)

cleaning room and going christmas shopping with larsen unit 1 and 2. anyone else wanna go?

You'll be given love
You'll be taken care of
You'll be given love
You have to trust it

Maybe not from the sources
You have poured yours
Maybe not from the directions you are staring at-
Twist your head around.
It's all around you
All is full of love.

You just aint receiving
Your phone is off the hook
Your doors are all shut.

All is full of love.

Think of 20 people off the top of your head, but don't read the questions underneath till you think of those people ( Read more... )