Oct 08, 2004 20:23
god im so frikin pissed rite now!!! my god i wana run away so bad..y do parentz have 2 so godamn annoyinh..i geuss its tru u dont appreciate them till ure older cuz rite now i feel like my life would b a lot simpler without them! every day they drive me more n more crazy as if i dont have enuf shyt to deal with without my parentz on my ass. yesterday n 2day my dad lectured me cuz he asked me to do this thing 4 him..its really hard 2 explain wat it is..but i swear to god it has nothin to do with me bein lazy i dont mind helping him out but the thing he gave me is soo fuccin impossible. theirs this convention thingy comin up or somethin n hes like put a group 2gether n all this shyt..im like pop theirs no way i can do that give me somethin else so he goes of on me for 20 minz n i cant stand some1 screamin at me so im like cryin n screamin back n god im so mad rite now...y cant every1 just leave me alone. my god is that so much to ask 4. i dont care if i have 2 stay in my room all day..just leave me alone! n then everytime my dads mad at me my mom assumes its my fault. so now hes all pissed n saying hes dissapointed. good mayb now he wont ask to nething since im such a big failure! ive only been workin my ass of stayin up till 12 30 studyin project after project but yea "anam u can do nethin for other ppl but wen i ask u 2 u get an attitude." go to hell. ahh sorry i kno i havent written in a while my birthday was intresting to say at the least. rite now im 2 frustrated to write ill bll i need to vent.