Here I go again
Well, I got the phone call today, I've been accepted as a teacher with the NOVA program in Japan. I'll be heading back in May. You may wonder "why is she not bouncing off the walls with joy?" I wish I knew myself...I really am not all that excited about it.
It's probably partly because it's so far away, partly because my mom totally ruined the high that I was on after I got the call, and partly because...I don't want to leave.
Yah, I know. All I've been saying for the past year is "I can't wait to get out of here" " I miss Japan" etc...
But...I a little sad already when I think about all the new friends I have here, and the friendships that I put so much time into. I'm going to miss everyone.
I'm so used to seeing people leave here, I've gotten used to that...but this time it will be me leaving. I don't know right now. I'm kind of doubting myself, and that's not something I usually do. Which makes me nervous.
Gah
It's probably partly because it's so far away, partly because my mom totally ruined the high that I was on after I got the call, and partly because...I don't want to leave.
Yah, I know. All I've been saying for the past year is "I can't wait to get out of here" " I miss Japan" etc...
But...I a little sad already when I think about all the new friends I have here, and the friendships that I put so much time into. I'm going to miss everyone.
I'm so used to seeing people leave here, I've gotten used to that...but this time it will be me leaving. I don't know right now. I'm kind of doubting myself, and that's not something I usually do. Which makes me nervous.
Gah