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[_beppy_]

I wish this summer never happened. I wish that Melissa stayed here all summer and never went to Israel. I wish that she started dating Ryan before summer started. I wish I never compromised our friendship over a boy. I wish I would have opened my eyes to realize I would be the one losing. I wish I wouldn't feel like shit. I wish I could still be

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NO!!

[lis817]

Becky you didn't compromise our friendship! Seriously don't think I hold a grudge on you because of what happened this summer. The summer was the summer we can't go back and change anything. I can't change hooking up, you can't change whatever happened between you and ryan. Don't regret it. Even after everything that happened I don't regret anything at all because it was really just a whole experience and something to learn from. I am happy. AND I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY! The only thing that has been weird is I felt like you started calling Ryan BFF and the whole Stephen and LC thing when me and him got back together, I guess you can say, and that's why it annoyed me. I don't want you to feel like you can't talk about the time you guys hung out during the summer...I don't want that at all. Seriously I want you and Ryan to be as good of friends as you were before and I think you both are just weirded out by the whole situation and just don't know how to act. And I know it must be weird for you when you see me and ryan together and I'm really sorry! But don't think this has ruined our friendship. I know that everything that happened wasn't intentionally to hurt my feelings. And I love you and you are still one of my closest friends at home!!( No best friends at school...lol remember??) And remember...wanting it and thinking about it all the time doesn't let it happen. DON'T THINK ABOUT IT!!! tehehe. GAG FO LIFE!!! I LOVE YOU!!!

<3 Melissa