drama drama drama
so i have just learned that i am attending ASDB not ASMS. because people do not occupy themselves with math and/or science. they fill each and every day with drama and bullshit. i have also realized i contribute however.
my closest friend here is in love with a really great guy. they are different but they are good for each other. she has someone who respects her in a large way. but maybe in too large of a way. she has people all around her trying to bring her down. i have not helped with my constant complaining. but please get off her back you guys! she deserves to be happy.
i am really confused. do i honestly like him? or am i just talking myself into it. how do i find out? why does he interest me so much? why is he so damn hot!? why do i complain about being alone and reject everyone who wants to be with me? what is wrong with me??? i think i need a pshycologist.
why dont you guys try to talk to us about all of your problems? why do you huddle together at every opportunity to discuss how fucked up we are yet you wont confront us about it or tell us the truth when we ask for it. be bold god damnit.
you need to stop lying to everyone. you need to stop talking trash about people behind their backs. i dont know why you do it. maybe because you really dont like anyone. maybe because you think people will think you are funny if you make fun of people. maybe because you want the people you are talking to to say something bad about the person too and then you can tell them what they said. i dont know. but it needs to stop.
you need to be a man and tell me whats wrong. you act so strange around me. like you want to say something to me but dont know how. just say it already. im tired of the tension. im tired of the awkward silences. im tired of you keeping quite about all of it.
im tired of you pretending. im tired of it.
i need someone. but not you. someone set me free from these shackles so i can go rescue myself.
my closest friend here is in love with a really great guy. they are different but they are good for each other. she has someone who respects her in a large way. but maybe in too large of a way. she has people all around her trying to bring her down. i have not helped with my constant complaining. but please get off her back you guys! she deserves to be happy.
i am really confused. do i honestly like him? or am i just talking myself into it. how do i find out? why does he interest me so much? why is he so damn hot!? why do i complain about being alone and reject everyone who wants to be with me? what is wrong with me??? i think i need a pshycologist.
why dont you guys try to talk to us about all of your problems? why do you huddle together at every opportunity to discuss how fucked up we are yet you wont confront us about it or tell us the truth when we ask for it. be bold god damnit.
you need to stop lying to everyone. you need to stop talking trash about people behind their backs. i dont know why you do it. maybe because you really dont like anyone. maybe because you think people will think you are funny if you make fun of people. maybe because you want the people you are talking to to say something bad about the person too and then you can tell them what they said. i dont know. but it needs to stop.
you need to be a man and tell me whats wrong. you act so strange around me. like you want to say something to me but dont know how. just say it already. im tired of the tension. im tired of the awkward silences. im tired of you keeping quite about all of it.
im tired of you pretending. im tired of it.
i need someone. but not you. someone set me free from these shackles so i can go rescue myself.