[rollercoaster]
I never really know how to start these things off. guess I'll just jump right in there.
a few months back I had a sinus infection. I had yellow shit oozing out my eye, couldn't sleep. non stop coughing. blah. well, I think it's back. but not as strong. sucks major ass cuz I still have no health insurance to go to the doctors to get better. oh well.
work has its ups and downs. lately, it's been more of an emotional rollercoast than my actual life. which is sad.
I got my final paycheck for Black Anugs today. within the 4 1/2 months I worked there, I made over $16,000. that is amazing. too bad I gave it all up.
I don't have to work again until friday. good since I'm sick. it'll give me time to hopefully get over it instead of making it worse. but bad because I NEED MONEY. I plan to go looking for another job.
I called my daddy a few days ago to ask him some car questions. ended up breaking down and crying when he asked me how work was going. spilled my guts. he told me that in order for me to be happy, the first thing I need to do is find a job that makes me happy. serving does make me happy. I'm just not happy unless I'm serving at Black Angus. I made great money. the hours were awesome. the people were amazing. I dunno. like I said, I plan to get another job. since the Roadhouse isn't open for lunch during the week I figured I'd see if I could get a hosting job somewhere or something. who knows.
my sister was supposed to move out here in the middle of august. now, she's not coming til october. with her coming later than planned, I wanted to try my hardest to see if I could go home for my birthday. but seeing as how I have no money it's hard. this sucks, too.
at the moment, life is on the down part of my emotional rollercoaster. I'm hoping for the best and hoping things will get better soon. I have this whole next 10 months planned out. hopefully things will go the way I planned because it will make me so happy. it will make a lot of other people happy as well. Jess, Paige, Chels, Steph and Matt are the only people who know of this "plan" and they're all behind me 100%. I love my friends.
well I think I'm going to bed. my right eye doesnt want to stay open at all. I guess I should be happy that yellow shit isn't oozing out of it anymore. ewww. goodnight kids. later days.
a few months back I had a sinus infection. I had yellow shit oozing out my eye, couldn't sleep. non stop coughing. blah. well, I think it's back. but not as strong. sucks major ass cuz I still have no health insurance to go to the doctors to get better. oh well.
work has its ups and downs. lately, it's been more of an emotional rollercoast than my actual life. which is sad.
I got my final paycheck for Black Anugs today. within the 4 1/2 months I worked there, I made over $16,000. that is amazing. too bad I gave it all up.
I don't have to work again until friday. good since I'm sick. it'll give me time to hopefully get over it instead of making it worse. but bad because I NEED MONEY. I plan to go looking for another job.
I called my daddy a few days ago to ask him some car questions. ended up breaking down and crying when he asked me how work was going. spilled my guts. he told me that in order for me to be happy, the first thing I need to do is find a job that makes me happy. serving does make me happy. I'm just not happy unless I'm serving at Black Angus. I made great money. the hours were awesome. the people were amazing. I dunno. like I said, I plan to get another job. since the Roadhouse isn't open for lunch during the week I figured I'd see if I could get a hosting job somewhere or something. who knows.
my sister was supposed to move out here in the middle of august. now, she's not coming til october. with her coming later than planned, I wanted to try my hardest to see if I could go home for my birthday. but seeing as how I have no money it's hard. this sucks, too.
at the moment, life is on the down part of my emotional rollercoaster. I'm hoping for the best and hoping things will get better soon. I have this whole next 10 months planned out. hopefully things will go the way I planned because it will make me so happy. it will make a lot of other people happy as well. Jess, Paige, Chels, Steph and Matt are the only people who know of this "plan" and they're all behind me 100%. I love my friends.
well I think I'm going to bed. my right eye doesnt want to stay open at all. I guess I should be happy that yellow shit isn't oozing out of it anymore. ewww. goodnight kids. later days.