[my life as of...now]
HELLS FUCKING YES!!! IM GOING TO COUNTRY THUNDER!!! =D
better yet, I get paid to go to country thunder =)
I'm working there which is kick ass dude.
I'm so excited.
besides that...things seem to be steady. I still hate living here, but I've gotten over the fact that until I pay my credit card off, I can't do a damn thing about it.
I have the HUGEST blisters on my feet from work. they're pretty skanky. no bueno.
I re-did my bathroom yesterday. I planned to do pink and black..yet something about it just looked funny so I took all the pink shit back and its just plain ol' black. but it looks pretty nice nonetheless so yay.
Jess and I are still not talking. I still think about her every now and then, but I can honestly say with that part of my life being over, I feel a lot better. yes she was my bestfriend for 15 years...but the stress and constant arguing was no bueno for either of us. I often wonder how she's doing, but I don'tthink I want her back in my life anymore. it's weird.
Kait and I go through these stages, same thing every time. I'm not complaining just stating my mind. we get so close, then get a little too close and push each other away...get new bestfriends..then shit happens with them and we always end up back together. we're like an old married couple..only not. yea that made no sense as I re-read this, but it made sense in my head.
my dad is pushing me further and further away. I went to my grandmas for a bbq last saturday with the family. at first it was just me, grandma and her brother, my uncle Dick. we were talking about my dad and his new "significant other" and how I need to accept it and be happy for him...bitches. I came back with the rebuttle [if thats even the right word to use..] of "he straight up told me that part of his life is none of my business so I refuse to be happy for him. I refuse to accept it. if he cant accept me knowing about that part of his life, how can I be happy for him??" they were speechless. I guess they never knew my dad said that to me. we had planned for me to come over to spend some time with him yesterday since I had the day off, well he supposidly *forgot* so I drove over there, only to find her durango sitting in the driveway. I kept on driving and went home. that makes me so mad. I wanted to just walk in there and be like "hi I'm the daughter he told to stay out of his life. nice to meet you." oh man my dad would'a kicked my ass. enough of that.
oh one more thing, the last week of april/first week of may..my daddy will be out of town so he asked me to watch his house..it's gonna be fucking creepy staying there knowing they've like ewwww. okay enough thinking about that. I'm just exciting to be out of this apt, away from that damn dog, the lazy asshole, and the bitch. =X
I've been making some good money lately. I paid all my bills like two weeks early this month. it's kinda exciting. and my taxes are being mailed to me friday so I should get them like monday or so. I get $441 back. hell yea bitches. I have a $600 or $700 balance on my credit card so that'll knock it down to like $300. I'll be back home in no time at all.
alright enough of this. I shall go take care of my skanky ass blisters. ewww. thanks for listening if anyone even reads this anymore! muahahaha. ♥
better yet, I get paid to go to country thunder =)
I'm working there which is kick ass dude.
I'm so excited.
besides that...things seem to be steady. I still hate living here, but I've gotten over the fact that until I pay my credit card off, I can't do a damn thing about it.
I have the HUGEST blisters on my feet from work. they're pretty skanky. no bueno.
I re-did my bathroom yesterday. I planned to do pink and black..yet something about it just looked funny so I took all the pink shit back and its just plain ol' black. but it looks pretty nice nonetheless so yay.
Jess and I are still not talking. I still think about her every now and then, but I can honestly say with that part of my life being over, I feel a lot better. yes she was my bestfriend for 15 years...but the stress and constant arguing was no bueno for either of us. I often wonder how she's doing, but I don'tthink I want her back in my life anymore. it's weird.
Kait and I go through these stages, same thing every time. I'm not complaining just stating my mind. we get so close, then get a little too close and push each other away...get new bestfriends..then shit happens with them and we always end up back together. we're like an old married couple..only not. yea that made no sense as I re-read this, but it made sense in my head.
my dad is pushing me further and further away. I went to my grandmas for a bbq last saturday with the family. at first it was just me, grandma and her brother, my uncle Dick. we were talking about my dad and his new "significant other" and how I need to accept it and be happy for him...bitches. I came back with the rebuttle [if thats even the right word to use..] of "he straight up told me that part of his life is none of my business so I refuse to be happy for him. I refuse to accept it. if he cant accept me knowing about that part of his life, how can I be happy for him??" they were speechless. I guess they never knew my dad said that to me. we had planned for me to come over to spend some time with him yesterday since I had the day off, well he supposidly *forgot* so I drove over there, only to find her durango sitting in the driveway. I kept on driving and went home. that makes me so mad. I wanted to just walk in there and be like "hi I'm the daughter he told to stay out of his life. nice to meet you." oh man my dad would'a kicked my ass. enough of that.
oh one more thing, the last week of april/first week of may..my daddy will be out of town so he asked me to watch his house..it's gonna be fucking creepy staying there knowing they've like ewwww. okay enough thinking about that. I'm just exciting to be out of this apt, away from that damn dog, the lazy asshole, and the bitch. =X
I've been making some good money lately. I paid all my bills like two weeks early this month. it's kinda exciting. and my taxes are being mailed to me friday so I should get them like monday or so. I get $441 back. hell yea bitches. I have a $600 or $700 balance on my credit card so that'll knock it down to like $300. I'll be back home in no time at all.
alright enough of this. I shall go take care of my skanky ass blisters. ewww. thanks for listening if anyone even reads this anymore! muahahaha. ♥