Sep 24, 2006 16:42
live journal is doing weird things.
so i really miss devon, a bunch. i feel stupid for missing her cuz i know shes having too much fun in CO to even think of anything related to arizona or the past 18 years of her life. i don't blame her though. I'm going to vist her. I don't know when. work is a bitch to get off. I missed a family vaction this weekend and its the first time i've ever really wanted to go to mexico. On saturday i was very tempted to drive to Pason but i didn't. Life is so un eventful these days its hard to wake up. Work is just getting crazy. sometimes i wish people would just leave their problems at home but i know its hard to do. THey are getting more strict at work every day and it blows. we aren't aloud to sit down unless we have a doctors note.
I'm sad cuz this is the first year i don't have a friend to go to dinner with me and my family for my birthday.
nothing seems fun anymore except getting drunk and i don't often do that. my tolerance has gone away which is really strange feeling to me. but i guess thats a good thing. vishnu can just drink the rest...
this week is going to be very lonely. i'm staying at ryans all week alone with murphy. which is great but i'm going to be super board.