shut it
I'm becoming displeased with myself and my life style now. Everything is the same, every day to every week. School is stupid and I've made one new friend who is just a 'hey we have class together' friend. Work is lame... manager quit and I'm scared for 'wendy free' is her name. i feel completely lost right now. I do a lot for my friends, a shit load actually and i never get much back, if anything at all. I feel like every friendship/relationship i have right now is only still going because I'M trying to do something about it. I drive to see them i call them i try to have get-togethers for only 2 to show up. I just feel really lame right now, and very lonely