BUSY DAY
What an interesting day yesterday!
I GOT MY LICENCE
Yippy! So I took the car and I went driving all day.. First I went to see my michele:) I miss her..I feel weird beucase like I want to hang out with her all the time beucase she is COOL but like it's weird. I don't know I can't explain. Maybe she doesn't want to hang out with me ? Anyways, then i went to walmart and got the ashlee simpson CD ,ITS GREAT! Then I met up with my mother and I follwed her to some hospital and I went 2873987543 miles per hour! It was crazy....Then we had to pick up patricia at the air port and I pulled over at the air port in the termial and a cop tryed to give me a ticket for sittin there over 5 mins. What a asshole but I didnt get one. So then I went to HOPS and that was LOADS of fun! Then I went home and iI couldn't find anything to do So i got online and I told krista i was coming to get her. Only I told her i wanted to have a sleep over.. But then when i got home with her like i did'nt really want her to sleep here beucase I knew somthing BAD was going to happen oonce ben got here with that letter and I didn't want her to witness a fight on the first time she slept over that would be really WEIRD.Then she would never want to come back. So anyways, Krista and I went to star bucks, We got the car cleaned, I got gas,and we drove around and went to wendys! Yeh so much fun. We will find somthing better this time krista haha. So anyways, about 5 mins after i left krista's My phone rang and ben was on it. And HE WAS AT MY HOUSE! So he started asking me a BUNCH of questions beucase krista was on myspace.com and he thought i was and i wasn't so he asked me about that and he asked what i did or somthing w/ krista... So anyways, i finally got home and he was sitting outside of my house and we talked for two seconds and it was like WAY To coold.. and plus i had to pee sence i dropped krista off.. so we went inside and krista and i took pics earlyer when she was here.. ( there at the bottom) and he went and took the camera and was looking at them.. and there wa a pic on there that looked like JOSH and I were kissing.. It was horrible. Uhg honestly , I wish all this shit was fuckig over with..I hate josh, I hope he would fucking choke.. my relationship has gone to hell beucase that kid came in my life Lol .. anyways, So he got over that eventally.. Then he made a bet with Me that if i lost i had to give him a 20 min massage. So i lost of course.WOW I SUCK....So i gave him a 20 min massage. Then i got tired and i rolled over. And then eventually he put his arms around me and he fall asleep. Well stuff started going through my mind. And he i tryed to move him off of me beucase this is what i came up with.. Ever time ben comes over he always kisses me and holds me .. and i only want that if we are going to GO OUT.. and he keeps doing it so it play's with my head:( so then i tryed to move him and he was like " no baby where are you going" and i said BEN we " arent together" and hes like " what are u talking about we have been togehter for almost 3 years!" And i was like " ben were not" and he was like " baby i love you just come here and give me a kiss" the fucking weed fuck's with his head so much uhg.. so anyways.. finally he relized that we broke up and i dont know what happend after that all i know is that we feel asleep and we were snuggled up togeher.. then my phone rang and itwas 3:55 and it was his mom wondering where mr. benjamin was...so he like got up and like got out the door he didnt even say anything to me.. he just got up and left. uhg.. jerk.. then he texted me and said sorry. but w/e ...so anyways i just went back to sleep i was sO tired...
Here's picssss of krista and I
They dont even look like ussss
OK im going.. Im gonna take a shower I SMELL!
kalie