hurry up

Jul 15, 2004 12:52


okay. my first name is julia, it's alright i guess. my second name is rose, which is overused and generic. my last name is sinn, not SIN, okay, it has two ens. today i got in a fight with my mom because i didn't brake soon enough when a guy in front of me was turning. we yelled really loudly at eachother, it made me feel kind of sad. it's usually my dad and me shouting. i take the test for my license on monday which makes me a little nervous. i liked a boy named greg for a long while, he liked me back, it was nice. then one day at work i met this boy named lee who is in a rock band from my school and he was perfect and i just said "wowie" and fell right in love with him. now work is over and i don't have his number or sn or anything and it makes me uncomfortable. and i've almost completely blown it with greg. i cannot stand when people use bad grammar. bad spelling, okay whatever; bad grammar, i freak out. i hate when people use "your" instead of "you're" or when they use ADJECTIVES where they should use ADVERBS, like "i ran fast" no you didn't! you ran quickly! adjectives go with nouns! adverbs go with verbs! i was raised catholicxcore (though my dad's side is jewish) but recently have been feeling horrible about my unintentional loss of faith. but it does hurt my ears when people use God's name as a curse, it really does. my mother does it a lot and i don't want to yell at her for fear of sounding like a brat. but the truth is that i am an annoying brat a lot of the time. i'm the youngest child so i'm spoiled, which is not my fault at all. one or two times in my life, my best friends have turned their backs to me and i turned to my not-so-best friends who loved me more. for this reason, i only have a couple very close friends. a majority of my friends were made through dance; dance school and dance team.i don't think i'm very pretty.i have my days, definitely, but i'm nothing special. my clothes are pretty cute but not extremely unique, although i try. i like my school, because it's huge. the only thing i don't like is the huge percentage of rich kids that steal money from their parents for pot, which they smoke in school, and the girls who believe that the only way to have a worthwhile life is to have sex with as many boys as possible and yell at other girls. i live in a college town (penn state), which is fun but frequently annoying, due to the large number of slutty college girls that run around downtown with their drunken frat boy boyfriends. not all college students are like that, though, i'm friends with some of them, including my sister, who's in her fourth year at penn state. i recently got a really fuzzy kitten whom i named hermione and who is now wanting to type; [;ppppppp `1ikkkkkkkkm -love hermione.this entry will most likely be deleted in three to five minutes.
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