can't sleep
sometimes, i want to be able to hate people
or just not like them at least
but i can't..
i'm weird.
i can't hate anyone
i can barely dislike anyone
i don't know why..
but for as long as i can remember
i've always been able to see the good in people
i've always been able to see that
people are just people
they are not perfect
they have flaws
they will mess up
they will let you down
but at the end of the day,
they are just
like
you
and
me.
they make mistakes, they screw up, they do hurtful things but that's just what people do sometimes
obviously i'm not talking about anything serious
like not being able to hate someone who is a psychopathic killer
but..
i can't really describe it.
you know how sometimes when you watch a show
and you might really like one person, but not the other
like 'team lc' or 'team heidi'
well, i can never pick just one favorite
even the bitchy one, that no one likes
like lacey, on the rock of love, i love her, haha..
that's not really a good explaination
how about this for example
the girl, that my boyfriend at the time, cheated on me with
i think she's one of the coolest girls
i don't hate her
i don't even dislike her..
now i sound crazy.
but i can't help it
i always see some kind of good in people
even in people that hate me, or don't like me
even when someone has done something wrong to me
i can't hate them
sometimes i wish i wasn't like this
it's tiring, in ways i can't really describe
but i've just always been this way
whether good or bad, i guess it's just who i am...