i got a new eljay. it’s thescreendoor . so, i wanted to end this eljay with this…

i’m not going to do this anymore. i’m not going to let things go the way they always do. i’m going to have a little more self control this time. i don’t want to ever regret anything. i regret what i did. who knows how things could be now. i refuse to let him get to me. i refuse to ( Read more... )

i couldn't sleep and was rather bored, so i changed up the eljay a bit. then, i got super bored and got a new screen name cuz i can do that. anyhow, it's in ambulance.

i have a bunch of pictures on my camera that i want to put on here but i'm lacking the damn cord. some of them are real good, too.

eh, i guess i'll go lay down or something.

school today felt rather surreal. i thought too much. i really hate it when i think. steven came over and i made cupcakes for shelb shelb's birthday. i talked to kimberly which was fun because i haen't talked to her in awhile. i should be making my mix cd, but my dad just told me i had to go to bed. sorry.

no matter what, we're going to coachella.

eh, i'm home. i don't want to go to school. well, maybe photo. oh shit! i'm talking to chunk!

i miss maggie the magnetic lobster.

colorado is not my friend. my ankle hates me and i can't even get my boot on without being in hardcore pain. i think i boarded maybe 2 hours this whole trip ( Read more... )

i'm bored as all hell and i want to go home. i'm sitting in some hotel lobby waiting to go on a damn sleigh ride. a sleigh ride! the snow is actually more like slush and my ankle is killing me. i'm so good at complaining. the worst part is that i need to take pictures for photo and i can't remember if the film speed is 100 or 400 ( Read more... )

I'm high. I'm sad. I'm confused. I'm alone. He left. I knew this would happen. I'm tired of being this person. I'm tired of being the one that they get with. I want to be the one that they get.

Excuse me, the cry corner is calling my name...

rachel and matt just left. we watched american splendor. that was a very good movie. then we watched queer eye for the straight guy ( Read more... )

my dad was being a bitch, but he reedemed himself and let me go to the show ( Read more... )

i love being ditched! no, really, i do! it's just a great feeling, ya know? yah, tonight's gonna be great what with everyone at the lyndsay diaries show and lil ol me hanging out at home.

i won't let this happen with norma jean. i'll walk there if i fuckin have to.

oh, and to top it all off...i'm missing the velvet teen as well.