Super Bored
The boredom is killing me, I haven't been this actively bored in I don't know how long. WoW really spoiled me. No matter what I did in that game I accomplished something, whether it was gain a level, made some gold, hell, even if I ran an instance or raid where I didn't even get anything. I got something accomplished, even if it was pointless lvl's or gold. Yeah, gaining crap in WoW makes little difference in real life, but how many hobbies can offer that anyway. Most of the stuff we do with our free time doesn't really help us, even stuff like learning to play an instrument or learning a new language. Yeah, they are a serious accomplishment and may come in handy at some point or another, but more often or not they are there just to entertain us. Well, right now I'm very unentertained.
In any case without any sort of feeling of accomplishment I've running into a service risk of depression. I'm almost looking forward to the work week, just so I have less hours to be miserable. I can't find anything to do, I'm seriously starting to think about reactivating my WoW account. I fucking hate the game but at least it was a excellent distraction. Hell, I don't even want to sleep, I'm that bored. I can't freaking take this. There is that web comic I almost started, I could easily do that now that I have all this time. However right now I'm completely without any motivation. I feel empty. I guess I am depressed, now what do I do? Nothing, that's what. With all the shit that's going on I'm completely screwed, maybe I can just push through it but with every fucking second feeling like an eternity... I hate this.
Sorry for being such a whiny emo bitch, maybe tomorrow I'll feel better.
In any case without any sort of feeling of accomplishment I've running into a service risk of depression. I'm almost looking forward to the work week, just so I have less hours to be miserable. I can't find anything to do, I'm seriously starting to think about reactivating my WoW account. I fucking hate the game but at least it was a excellent distraction. Hell, I don't even want to sleep, I'm that bored. I can't freaking take this. There is that web comic I almost started, I could easily do that now that I have all this time. However right now I'm completely without any motivation. I feel empty. I guess I am depressed, now what do I do? Nothing, that's what. With all the shit that's going on I'm completely screwed, maybe I can just push through it but with every fucking second feeling like an eternity... I hate this.
Sorry for being such a whiny emo bitch, maybe tomorrow I'll feel better.