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Hmmm...so where do i start. Havent written in awhile, just didnt really have time i guess.
My dad is still in the hospital, he had sugery on monday the 12th. hes ok i guess. Cant really say hes perfect. He had a mild stroke while in surgery, so his left side is really week, hes pretty out of it, and well hes confused alot. he doesnt know what he does half the time. Its so sad to sit there and watch him go through this...My Father. i cant believe it. he was such a strong man, and now...hes helpless...thats not right, this isnt suppose to be happening.
So Christmas is in a week, and well i could careless if it came or not. cause the only thing i want for christmas i wont have. My dad back. So we will be taking christmas to him and celebrating it in a hospital. I guess, as long as im with my father and my family i dont really care where i celebrate it.
To Shannon if your reading this...
Im so sorry about your father...in a way i know how your feeling, and if you ever need someone to talk to, or help you through this just let me know. I know we havent seen much of eachother at all in the past 2 years, but you are still my friend, and i will be there for you no matter what. And maybe talking to you about this would kinda help me through the situation with my father. I luv ya girlie..and again im truely sorry
Death is a scary thing, and a sad thing to go through, everyone knows that...and everyday i pray that thats not the answer for my dad.
Sorry for such a depressing entry...i guess thats just how i feel...
Hopefully the next entry will be happy....but right now, im not happy:(