When is this all gonna end

Nov 30, 2005 01:53


I dont understand how things like this happen to such amazing people. People who save other peoples lives....people who do anything and everything to make sure there loved ones have a roof over there head and food on the table. My daddy is my hero. I just dont understand why god is letting him live like this, in pain and confused. The tumor grew back in his brain, but this time in a different area. Now we have to start from scratch and try to save him. This will go on until the day he dies, and i pray to god thats not soon. I love my daddy..and it kills to see him laying in that hospital bed so helpless. He was never like this. He was the strongest person i knew. I know i have to be strong, and im trying, but its so hard to be in these situations. All i want is my dad back. Back to his normal self. Im so scared ill never be able to see my daddy again, and ill have to say the one word i never thought id say to him...goodbye. Goodbye is forever, and im not ready to say goodbye. Hes my daddy!! My hero. what am i gonna do without him.

So I ask all of you who is reading this...say a prayer for my Dad. That he makes it through this again.

In march me and my family were living a nightmare no one ever thought would happen...and well 8 months later, we are living that same nightmare. Im so glad i went hunting with him this year. But i wanna go next year with him, and i wanna see my daddys face when he walks me down the aile.

Dad, every kid should have a hero to look up to, thanks for being mine. I am where i am today because of you...I love you, and all i ask is that you fight!!!!
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