wtf mate
Change is good... but I look back on the past year and so much has changed. I don't feel like I'm the same person anymore. I don't feel like anyone is, really. I guess thats what happens... we grow up, grow apart, the whole deal. The truth is, it sucks. But what sucks the most is that I don't even like going out anymore... I hate feeling like no one likes to hang out with me anymore because I don't drink like I used to. Even if I do go out but don't have a drink, I'm a "pussy" now. It's not the center of my lifestyle anymore... big deal. If thats all I was to everyone, a drinking buddy, then I guess it's not a big deal that things have changed. Its just sad, and a little lonely, but hey, it can't be high school forever.