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so its been cool being back im pretty bummed that i never got to go camping but what can yah do.....i went to the movies with katie and it was a great time, i feel really bad and if you read this im sorry that robert did that to you katie. hmm what else happened.....umm...mats BBQ was pretty cool cause i saw jess and kayla but i was really sick and my lips were blue and i was shaking, so that was no good. but i took a shower at roberts ;) and it made things a little bit better. lastnight there was a small party at jacindas and the only girls there were jessica jacinda and i...it turned into a fuck show and i was accused of things i didnt do but whatever....i fuckin hate drama wow, and i felt so bad cause robert wouldnt let me leave and i needed to cause kathleen was waiting outside and like he seriously wouldnt let me leave, i wanted to cry. i kind of broke up with him........ i dont understand. im confused. maybe i should have just never come back...maybe things would have been better that way. i dont understand why/how someone can like me that much, im not that special....
today im trying to get a hold of my dad but if i cant i guess im gonna hang out with robert again. i have to be home at 10, i guess the only good thing about that is maybe ill catch the new episode of andy milonakis.....bleh.....i wish i could have at least and 11/12 curfew...its not like i have to wake up early the next morning...and i wish my parents werent so anal about everything. i cant believe im leaving the day after tomorrow...this went by way too fast.