Circle back to where I started from.
Yep, back to square 1. Why? Because I let it happen again. I'm an idiot and its my fault everytime. I'll say it again, I should have listened to what people had to say. "It's not worth it" They were right and I was wrong.
I've been lied to, or so I feel. This whole time. blantantly. It doesn't feel good, and with the way just about everything else is going, its all become a total loss of motivation of life itself. I don't want to feel anything. I'm feeling the pain, but its bad to think that it will eventually blow over. Last time it took 2 years.
I want to be numb. Nobody should have to suffer this many times. I wouldn't wish it upon anyone.
I just want to start new. A place where nobody knows me. Pick a new name.
I want to be secluded. Sometimes I think I'm much better off that way.
Much better off. psh.
When will I ever learn?
...Never...
Farewell. It was fun while it lasted.
I've been lied to, or so I feel. This whole time. blantantly. It doesn't feel good, and with the way just about everything else is going, its all become a total loss of motivation of life itself. I don't want to feel anything. I'm feeling the pain, but its bad to think that it will eventually blow over. Last time it took 2 years.
I want to be numb. Nobody should have to suffer this many times. I wouldn't wish it upon anyone.
I just want to start new. A place where nobody knows me. Pick a new name.
I want to be secluded. Sometimes I think I'm much better off that way.
Much better off. psh.
When will I ever learn?
...Never...
Farewell. It was fun while it lasted.