Dec 23, 2005 00:32
I'VE GOT A BAD FEELING ABOUT THIS...
I get this feeling right when I think something is about to fall apart.
I don't want it to end, and I really hope I don't screw it up this time.
IT ALWAYS HAPPENS, and it really bums me out. I'm on this damn cruise supposed to be having fun, and all I can think about is the whole situation. How it's probably all a lie. This gut wrenching feeling is all too familiar. The worst feeling anybody could ever have. and I can't go ten minutes without thinking about it. About how everything will end up screwed again.
ugh. I feel horrible and I honestly have no idea why... because I shouldn't feel this way.