new poem (don't laugh!)

[_all_my_fault_]

I was so blind
I could not see
The way you hurt
And treated me

You could be sweet
You could be kind
You made me believe
That we would get by.

Little did I know
That this just wasn't you
It's what I wanted to see
But none of it was true.

I wanted you to love me
The way I did for you
I wanted you to show me
That it wasn't just a fluke.

Sometimes I felt happy
But sometimes I felt used
Others it was anger
And emotional abuse.

I loved you...
With all my heart
I never ever wanted
For us to be apart.

I'm finally understanding
That what we had is gone
I think I'm finally ready
To try this "moving on"

As hard as it may be
To end it just like that
It's what we need to do
I'm already too attatched.