Feb 28, 2005 01:36
What the fuck?
Destiny had a vision tonight and it was of a fuz'lack demon leaving Vince's apartment. Only Dark magic possesses a spell that could unleash a fuz'lak demon on the city. She nearly got sick and I don't know if it's just from the pain of the vision or knowing it was my brother who did this. My brother who already betrayed everyone's trust by teaching Matt magic behind everyone's backs. I know, I know he wasn't teaching him the dark arts, but that doesn't explain why instead of coming to us to try and fix this, he'd cast a spell that would unleash a demon on this city.
How can I apologize to my girlfriend and her friends for the actions of my brother? There are no excuses to be made here. Vin crossed a line that I don't think he can come back from. Connor and Oz, they took off to take out the fuz'lak demon and then they are hunting Vince. I hope Tori is able to find him before anyone else does. Maybe she can get the answers from him and help to fix it...if it can be fixed.
He's my brother. I can't sit here and not try and help him, but if I move against Oz and Connor...I lose the life I've made here. I have no doubt that Connor could take me out if I intervene, but Vince is my brother.
What am I supposed to do? I've been trying to find him, but I can't seem to locate him. I'm more scared that Rhia will find him before Oz and Connor do. Part of me thinks I need to go down below and talk to Dad, but I promised everyone I wouldn't make another foolish move.
I've never felt so torn before. What happened to Vincent? This is not the man who raised me to be a good man. I don't even recognize him anymore. It's like I've already lost him.
I don't know what to do. He's my brother. How could he do this to us? His own family?
I've got to find Carly and figure out what we're supposed to do here. Maybe she can make sense of it.