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I have been very, very angry lately. And I've already had 150kcal today. I hate everyone and everything. I didn't go to the gym. I will probably gain a ton of weight now. No hope. I hate myself SO MUCH! I wish I had a pack of cigarettes to smoke, or something- something to sabotage my disgusting body with.
This is too much. I have to lose some fucking weight.
This is too much. I have to lose some fucking weight.