fuck this
wow i hate everyone and everything right now.
i'd like to bash someone's face in.
isn't that lovely.
yeah...
ashley's boyfriend chris is living here now..
and they have been fucking all night..
i was so pissed that i just walked outside and smoked a ciggarette in the rain.
i feel like i have no one and nothing.
i need to be home..
where at least i know i have the comfort of my friends.. people who actually care about me.
it's not that i don't like being down here...
cuz i do..
it's just the fact that i do so much for everyone..
and i get nothing in return..
i could help ashley and do everything for her and she's still a bitch to me..
hopefully andrew and abby will pick me up tomorrow so i can get away from them.
i seriously am mad.
and i don't like being mad.
and i am fucking bored..
and ... just mad.
grrr.
i'd like to bash someone's face in.
isn't that lovely.
yeah...
ashley's boyfriend chris is living here now..
and they have been fucking all night..
i was so pissed that i just walked outside and smoked a ciggarette in the rain.
i feel like i have no one and nothing.
i need to be home..
where at least i know i have the comfort of my friends.. people who actually care about me.
it's not that i don't like being down here...
cuz i do..
it's just the fact that i do so much for everyone..
and i get nothing in return..
i could help ashley and do everything for her and she's still a bitch to me..
hopefully andrew and abby will pick me up tomorrow so i can get away from them.
i seriously am mad.
and i don't like being mad.
and i am fucking bored..
and ... just mad.
grrr.