2006 please be better then 2005
well i'm going home on the 7th.
and.. tonight is new years eve.
i am really sad cuz i am not where i wanna be.
i'm not with my family or friends or loved ones..
i don't know where my dad is..
my sister is out with her friends..
and "it" -- my step mom.. is out on the couch.
i really really really hate this.
all my friends are having a party, and i am not there.
i am here.
doing nothing.
i've gotten alll dollied up...
curled my hair...
got matching clothes on...
(which is a first)
and i put perfume on...
i smell damn good...
and .. here i sit.
*tears*
save me.
and.. tonight is new years eve.
i am really sad cuz i am not where i wanna be.
i'm not with my family or friends or loved ones..
i don't know where my dad is..
my sister is out with her friends..
and "it" -- my step mom.. is out on the couch.
i really really really hate this.
all my friends are having a party, and i am not there.
i am here.
doing nothing.
i've gotten alll dollied up...
curled my hair...
got matching clothes on...
(which is a first)
and i put perfume on...
i smell damn good...
and .. here i sit.
*tears*
save me.