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look - another sunday night and im dead tired.
friday i worked at the amerks till 7 and then had practice. got home around 10:00-ish...
saturday i worked 8-2 @ arby's, worked a varsity game at thomas creek then i had a game at 6 against batavia. we lost 6-1... yeah i let in 6 goals what're ya gonna do, i guess i suck.
sunday (today) i got up around 8ish and worked from 830 to 1230 ish when my dad called me saying that Chris - the other goalie on the team - hadnt showed up and they needed me, so i get off the phone, and as im walking out im just like I gotta go. best part is they didnt care. so i get there just as they're about to go on the ice and i ended up getting dressed in like 5 minutes. after the game, i worked on my paper, finished it and then went and watched the super bowl (which sucked... philly looked like shit, didnt even look like they were trying.)
anyways its pretty obvious that my weekend was packed like always with no time for homework and definitely no time for friends... what else is new. so yah my papers done, but i've still got like a bunch of shit that im behind on but i really dont wanna do it because im really tired. not sure what im gonna do about that but whatever.
im so sick of not being happy and right now thats all i really want, i just want to be happy - not tired, not stressed, not pissed, not sad - just happy. maybe when school/amerks/high school hockey/my hockey/arbys is all over then ill have time to be happy and have a normal fucking life.
later.
friday i worked at the amerks till 7 and then had practice. got home around 10:00-ish...
saturday i worked 8-2 @ arby's, worked a varsity game at thomas creek then i had a game at 6 against batavia. we lost 6-1... yeah i let in 6 goals what're ya gonna do, i guess i suck.
sunday (today) i got up around 8ish and worked from 830 to 1230 ish when my dad called me saying that Chris - the other goalie on the team - hadnt showed up and they needed me, so i get off the phone, and as im walking out im just like I gotta go. best part is they didnt care. so i get there just as they're about to go on the ice and i ended up getting dressed in like 5 minutes. after the game, i worked on my paper, finished it and then went and watched the super bowl (which sucked... philly looked like shit, didnt even look like they were trying.)
anyways its pretty obvious that my weekend was packed like always with no time for homework and definitely no time for friends... what else is new. so yah my papers done, but i've still got like a bunch of shit that im behind on but i really dont wanna do it because im really tired. not sure what im gonna do about that but whatever.
im so sick of not being happy and right now thats all i really want, i just want to be happy - not tired, not stressed, not pissed, not sad - just happy. maybe when school/amerks/high school hockey/my hockey/arbys is all over then ill have time to be happy and have a normal fucking life.
later.