just one quick thought...
Just a quick note before i forget...
even though everybody already knows this, i've now realized (for about the tenth time this year) what an absolutely stupid idea it was for me to take AP English this year, my senior fucking year of high school. why did i ever want to put myself through un-needed pressure?! oh because i thought it would help me get into college. well i got into all three schools and I highly doubt that if I had just taken regular english classes they wouldn't have taken me.
i know i said it would be quick, but while im here ill let you know how shitty my weekend was.
first - if you didnt know, last tuesday i crashed my car and did about 3 grand in damage to it. yeah, there goes my social life for the rest of the year as every free time i would have will be spent working.
this weekend
Friday - Amerks from 1 to 11
Saturday - Arbys from 8 to 2... worked one high school hockey game at thomas creek from 3 to about 5:15 and then two more at webster at 6 and then at 8 until about 10:15...
Today - Woke up around 11:30 and worked/stressed all day long on my english paper that ill probably be up all night working on.
Haven't really had much to make me happy lately, but what else is new. I used to think that it would get better after high school, but im pretty sure its just going to get worse.
even though everybody already knows this, i've now realized (for about the tenth time this year) what an absolutely stupid idea it was for me to take AP English this year, my senior fucking year of high school. why did i ever want to put myself through un-needed pressure?! oh because i thought it would help me get into college. well i got into all three schools and I highly doubt that if I had just taken regular english classes they wouldn't have taken me.
i know i said it would be quick, but while im here ill let you know how shitty my weekend was.
first - if you didnt know, last tuesday i crashed my car and did about 3 grand in damage to it. yeah, there goes my social life for the rest of the year as every free time i would have will be spent working.
this weekend
Friday - Amerks from 1 to 11
Saturday - Arbys from 8 to 2... worked one high school hockey game at thomas creek from 3 to about 5:15 and then two more at webster at 6 and then at 8 until about 10:15...
Today - Woke up around 11:30 and worked/stressed all day long on my english paper that ill probably be up all night working on.
Haven't really had much to make me happy lately, but what else is new. I used to think that it would get better after high school, but im pretty sure its just going to get worse.