Title: Love you like I do.
Author: vam_story_lover
Rating: PG13-NC17
Pairing: vam
Summary: Ville and Bam have split. Ville was stupid and is sorry, but Bam isn't ready to forgive or forget. When Bam meets someone else, will Ville even have a chance to get Bam back. Or is it all over for good.
Disclaimer: I do not own anything or anyone mentioned. The story is made up and just for fun.
Chapter nine.
'1 year later'.
Ville's heart fluttered as he looked at the finished product. This is it, the album he worked so hard on. The apology he poured his heart into . He knew he owed Bam more than an apology, but this was the only way he could think of to get Bam to talk to him again. Bam had always said he loved Ville's lyrics, the bands sound and stage presence. Over the years they were together the band had gotten more successful in America with Bam's help. Spreading Ville's own creation- the heartagram everywhere, promoting his favourite band to the heavens and more. Ville owed Bam his soul. Bam knew what the band meant to Ville and its members. Bam said he would do what he could to help, and boy did he do just that.
Ville picked up the cd case, inspecting it, Bam's copy had to be perfect. His gaze drifted over the front cover. Himself posed on the front, cigarette poised and wearing his favourite jacket. His expression sad, looking like he has the weight of the whole world on his shoulders. Ville had decided to make the cover purple, Bam's favourite colour. He was sure that Bam would like that, or at least, he hoped. He drew in a deep breath, stood up from the leather couch, he blew out his breath, picked up the cd and walked to the front door. He had his hand on the knob when he heard a voice from behind.
"Ville were are you going". Ville looked over his shoulder to see lily standing next to the sofa, arms crossed in front of his chest, eyebrows furrowed.
"I'm going to see Bam he lives with his parents I think and I want to go and talk to him". Ville took his hand away from the knob and showed lily the cd.
"I need to give him this, its my last attempt to get him to talk to me". lily's expression softened as he uncrossed his arms and sighed.
"Ville, Bam hasn't returned your calls for over two years now. You need to stop doing this to yourself, I don't want to see you get hurt".
"Lily all of this is my fault, I'm the one who that cheated. I know I was drunk, but that's not an excuse, I need to fix this.. if Bam will let me". Ville sniffed as the tears began to form in his eyes. Lily strode over the room and trapped Ville in a breath constricting hug.
"I'm sorry I know you want to make this right. But me and the guys have seen you suffer for to long now, we just want you happy again". That made Ville smile a little as he hugged back.
" I will be happy if Bam forgives me". Lily sighed again and let one of his best friends go.
"Ok Ville. You go and if you need us, please ring us. Don't keep things in like you did when this all started"
"Ok Lily I wont and thanks for being there". Ville smiled and opened the door.
Ville felt like his heart was about to leap out of his chest as he walked up the pathway to the house he once lived. He had made friends with all of Bam's crew. He remembered how Bam's parents had accepted him as one of their own. He had definitely found a home within these walls and deep within Bam's heart. He was just gathering enough courage to knock on the door when he heard familiar laughter erupting from the open window. Ville withdrew from the door and crouched down to peek inside the living room window. What he sure shattered his heart. Bam was sitting on the couch in the arms of a pretty blonde. The blonde was running his fingers up and down Bam's thigh and the arm that was wrapped his shoulders was bringing Bam's face closer to his. When Ville saw their lips touch and tongues dance with each others, he felt his stomach turn and the fruit he had for breakfast came burning up his throat.
As he emptied the contents of his stomach in April's roses, he sat back up. Wiping the corner of his mouth, he brushed the tears that were clouding his vision and turned back to the scene through the window. He sobbed as he saw Bam now lying down on top of the blonde, kissing his neck. He felt murderous towards the blonde boy as he heard faint moans coming from his lips. Just then he saw the living room door open and his eyes widened as he saw Jess come through. He quickly noted the hurt look on Jess's face as he bent out of sight. If Jess or anyone else saw him looking through , his chances of Bam forgiving him would be slimmer than they already are. 'Why would Jess look so hurt as he watched the pair ?'. Ville thought. 'could Jess like the slutty blonde that was all over his Bammie, no'. Ville shook his head as he looked to the cd in his hand ' He isn't your Bammie anymore, and its not fair to call the blonde guy names, you don't even know him'. But his jealousy didn't care about that. As he leant back against the wall his thoughts kept drifting back to the tome when he and Bam had made love for the first time. He tried not to think about it, but he couldn't help it. It was to sweet a memory.
'FLASHBACK'
Ville and Bam had just come back from their sixth date. They had done nothing but kiss at this stage because Ville had wanted to take it slow. And that was perfectly fine with Bam. He didn't want to do anything to mess this up. He still had trouble believing that this beautiful man, who he had literally ran into, even liked him. But now they were blissfully making out on Bam's sofa, Ville felt like he was ready for more. As he sighed contently and ran his hands down Bam's back, as he felt slightly chapped but no less pretty lips kiss down the soft pale skin of his throat, he moaned loudly as Bam bit his neck lightly.
"Bam". Ville breathed hotly in Bam's ear
"Yeah vil". Bam lifted his teeth from Ville's neck, he noticed Ville's eyes were almost completley black with passion. He was sure his eyes were the same.
"What is it babe". Bam asked softly, stroking his callous fingers down the smooth skin of his boyfriends cheek.
"I think..I-I'm ready for more". Ville blushed as he fell over his words, and blushed even more as Bam gently smiled. Bam couldn't believe what he was hearing. Ville wanted more. He was ready for more. ' FINALLY'. The devil on Bam's shoulder cried. ' Get to it man, give that fine ass a good seeing to'. As soon as the devil spoke the angel appeared on Bam's other shoulder. 'Yes you have been waiting. But it is obvious he is nervous. Take your time and treat him right.' Bam wouldn't normally, but he had to agree with the angel in this case. If it was anyone else, the clothes would of been off by now and Bam would have them bent over an armrest, as the devil always suggested. But he felt differently with Ville. He felt like Ville deserved to have a soft bed to lay down on. He pictured Ville up stairs in his bed. Bam laying on top of him like he is now. He pictured Ville's pale, flawless skin contrast perfectly with his dark silk sheets. He was pushed from his thoughts when he felt Ville squirm underneath him.
"Sorry Ville, what did you say".
"I said I think I'm ready for more, do you want more?". Ville's blush deepened as Bam's smile grew.
"Oh Ville I'd love to do more, as long as your sure your ready". Bam watched as the blush that had deepened, unbelievably, deepened more.
"Yeah I would like to but..".
"But what?". Bam whispered, placing a soft kiss on Ville's burning cheek.
"But I was wondering if we could go to your room". Ville bit his lip as his blush finally started to fade away.
"Of course, I was just thinking how amazing you would look spread across my bed". Bam grinned as Ville giggled. 'Man even this guys giggle is cute'. He thought.
As Bam locked his door shut, both men felt the nervous energy collect around them. But as Bam took Ville in his arms and locked their lips together in a tender kiss, the nerves melted away and the lust they felt for each other took over. Before he knew it was happening, Ville was on his back on the middle if Bam's bed, shirtless with Bam above him tearing off his own shirt. When Bam's lips latched on to his neck again Ville moaned.
"Bam-s-slow down-please". Bam stopped and looked into Ville's eyes.
"I'm sorry Ville, of course I'll slow down". Bam knew he had to calm himself down. But that was easier said then done. Ville looked so delectable underneath him. He just wanted to bury himself in the sexy Finn. He suddenly felt Ville stiffen slightly.
"Ville..is this your first time". Bam said softly. Bam looked to Bam and smiled shyly.
"No Bam its not. But for some reason I'm very nervous with you, so I guess it feels like my first time all over again".
"Don't worry Willa, you let me take care of you".
This made Ville smile brightly and wrap his arms around Bam's neck, bringing Bam's head closer for a kiss. Both men moaned as their tongues poked in to each others mouths. Ville bared his neck more, groaning sweetly as Bam started to glide his lips down the Finn's neck. His hands wandered down Bam's bare shoulders and down his back. His arms tightened around Bam's waist slightly as he felt Bam's teeth nip at his collarbone.
"Oh Bam". He gasped as he felt the skaters lips close around his nipple, sucking and licking softly, pulling gently. As Bam's hands drifted down Ville's sides to stop at the waistband of his jeans, he had done such a number on Ville's neck that the Finn was panting and twisting beneath him.
"Bam please". Bam's cock stiffened all the more as he felt Ville's begging words carases his skin like velvet. He unbuttoned Ville's jeans and slid them down long legs with ease. He smiled at the Finn when he whimpered, Bam traced his tongue over Ville's abdomen tattoo, licking the ink gently. As his hands travelled down Ville's quivering thighs, he settled himself between Ville's parting legs. Bam looked up and the sight before him nearly made him shoot his load right there. Ville's chest was heaving, pretty lips parted and his face flush. He had his hands buried in the sheets and was panting even more than before. 'Wow'. Bam thought 'His tattoo must be really sensitive'. Bam bit his lip as he bent his head slowly to place a feather light kiss on the tattoo, he gave it one last long lick and smiled in satisfaction when Ville bowed his body off the bed.
"BBAAAMMM". Ville whined as he looked to the adorable skater between his legs. He couldn't speak as the breath caught in his throat, he kept his eyes locked with Bam's sultry gaze. He could feel the skater inch his black underwear off slowly, achingly slowly. Ville gasped as the cool air hit his now free erection. He saw Bam's eyes burning and staring at his manhood. He bit his lip and threw a arm over his eyes, a sudden feeling of embarresment washing over him. A few seconds later his arm was removed and he looked back at Bam's flushed face.
"Why are you covering your face?". Bam touched Ville's cheek and pecked his lips.
"I'm embarrassed". Ville squeaked.
"Why on earth would you be embarrassed for". Bam withdrew his hand.
Because I'm not perfect for you Bammie. I'm to skinny, to pale. I think that's why I'm so nervous. I want to be perfect for you". Bam was shocked. Ville really didn't know how beautiful he really was.
"Ville you are perfect, just the way you are. Your weight is fine, your not to skinny. And I love your pale skin, its so soft, warm and you smell so sweet. Ville baby you are perfect".
Ville beamed at Bam's words and instantly felt all his worries about himself wash away. He melted in Bam's arms as they wrapped around his small waist and he was pulled against Bam's strong chest. His green eyes fluttered shut and his heart pounded as Bam locked their lips. He shivered as Bam withdrew one of his arms from his waist and slid gently down to rub his erection. His hand stroked up and down teasingly, Ville felt like he was about to pass out. Ville groaned into another kiss as Bam sped up his firm strokes. He released Ville's kiss swollen lips and felt Ville's legs tense underneath him. He knew Ville was close and sped up his strokes even more.
"Bam please. I cant take much more". Ville breathed. "Please make love to me, I want you in me. I'm going to come and you don't even have your jeans off yet". This made Bam stop his actions and glanced down at himself.
"Shit your right. I guess I was so wrapped up in taking care of you I forgot all about myself". Ville suddenly confident in himself by Bam's sweet words, sat up and him Bam down on the soft mattress and his hands went to the waistband of Bam's jeans, unbuttoning them and pulling them down.
"Lets rectify that shall we?." Ville purred. as he slid them down Bam's legs. As his hands went to pull Bam's underwear off, Bam rolled them over so he was back on top.
"Don't worry baby like I said, let me take care of you". Bam pulled his own underwear off with Ville's aid and tossed them blindingly across the room.
Ville kissed Bam's taut stomach as the skater leant over to grab a condom and tube of lube from his bedside table. Ville blew out a shaky breath and watched in amazement as Bam rolled on the condom and covered his fingers in a generous amount of lube.
"Are you ok?". He asked Ville quietly.
Ville tore his gaze from Bam's manhood to meet his eyes, staring back at him, filled with warmth. The look caused Ville to smile shyly.
"I'm fine Bam, don't worry". Ville bit his bottom lip as Bam hand swept down his stomach, passed Ville's neglected member and hovered near his hole. Ville's body shuddered as he felt the intrusion of Bam's finger. He squeezed his eyes shut at the familiar pain, breathing deeply as Bam added a second slick finger. His body instantly broke out in a sweat and screamed Bam's name as the wiggling fingers brushed the sensitive nerves within him. Bam looked up when he heard Ville scream his name. He was entranced by the scream that ripped from the Finn's throat. After a few moments of watching Ville writhing in ecstacy by his fingers, Bam withdrew them, sliding over Ville. He touched Ville's cheek gently to make him open his eyes. As the gorgeous green eyes looked back into his, Bam moaned at the pale beauty underneath him. Ville's skin was tinted with a soft red and flushed with sweat, his curly hair damp and sticking to his forehead. He was breathing so harshly that Bam thought he was going to have a asthma attack. He settled his weight over the Finn, when he was in a comfortable position he looked to Ville, silently asking permission with his soft eyes Ville smiled and nodded.
'Just remember Ville is nervous'. Bam thought to himself as he pushed himself gently into Ville, joining their bodies as one. Ville moaned at the slight bur as Bam pulled out and pushed back in. The burn soon melted away as the sensations of pleasure took over. Ville wrapped his long legs around Bam's hips, feet resting on the top of Bam's ass as he used his legs to push Bam in deeper. Bam took the silent hint and sped up his thrusts, he grabbed Ville's hands that were tangled in the sheets, and bought them above Ville's head, intertwining their fingers. He bent down to kiss Ville's lips. He moaned loudly as Ville took his bottom lip between his teeth and pulled slightly. Bam closed his eyes, his thrusts becoming urgent as he felt Ville lick up his neck and bite his chin. The boys groans got louder and both screamed each others names as their orgasms shot through their bodies. Bam collapsed on top of Ville and blew his curls out of his eyes. Once he was able to move again, he withdrew from Ville and threw the condom in the bin next to his bed. He then rolled over and gathered the Finn in his arms and covered them both with the covers.
"Hmm". Ville sighed contently. Feeling totally at peace within Bam's arms, that he could barley keep his eyes open.
"Are you ok baby". Bam whispered sweetly in his ear as he pressed the singers back tightly to the front of his body and kissed his temple.
"I'm fine Bam. That was amazing". Ville sighed again and pressed his ass into Bam's crotch even more. Bam smiled.
"Your amazing Ville".
'FLASHBACK ENDED'.
Ville sighed sadly as his memory faded. He turned around to check if anyone was still in the living room. Lucky for him the room was empty. Ville took his chance to run. Bam was clearly happy and he wouldn't of listened to his cd anyway. so why bother even giving it to him. He stood and made his way down the path once more. He didn't get very far as he heard the door open and the voice that he so longed to hear froze him on the spot.
"Ville". Bam gasped.