Love you like i do
Title: Love you like I do.
Author: Vam_story_lover.
Rating: PG13-NC17.
Pairing: Vam
Summary: Ville and Bam have split up. Ville was stupid and is sorry, but Bam isn't ready to forgive or forget. When Bam meets someone else, will Ville even have a chance to get Bam back or is it to late.
Disclaimer: I do not own anyone or anything mentioned. This story is made up and is just a bit of fun.
Authors note: This is story number two. I am writing both stories at the same time. Please read and honest comments will be lovely.
Chapter 2.
Bam wanted to cry on the drive back to his parents home. But he wouldn't let them fall, how are you supposed to drive, blinded by tears, there would be a accident. He pulled into the driveway, shut off the engine and slammed the hummer door shut. He walked through the front door, knowing full well that it would be unlocked.mum should really start locking that thing Bam wondered as he walked into the living room he saw his mum and dad watching TV, his mum in the middle of the couch and his dad in his favourite armchair. He smiled a weak smile and walked over to his mum, who noticed him as he sat next to her. She smiled at him and brushed his hair from his face, the smile faded as she noticed a single tear slide down her sons cheek.
"Honey what's wrong She asked calmly and touched his cheek to bring his eyes to look at her. She had never seen her son cry before. At least not since he was twelve, when he broke his arm skateboarding with his friends again. She gasped as he finally let the tears pour down his cheeks, she pulled him close and she couldn't believe what she heard
"Mum..Ville cheated on me". It was Bam's turn to cry hysterically now.
She comforted her son until he finally cried himself to sleep on her shoulder. She looked helplessly to her husband who sat calmly watching. Smiling softly and getting out of his chair, Phil picked his son up in his arms, much like he did when he was a small child who would always fall asleep on the sofa after watching late time TV, carried him to his old room. April pulled the covers back, Phil gently placed Bam on the bed and they both pulled the covers over their youngest son, their baby and quietly walked out of the room and closed the door. The next morning the sun was beating down on Bam's face, coxing him from sleep. He groaned and flipped to the other side and found the other side cold and empty. He shot up and his eyes darted across the room. He found himself in the familiar surroundings of his bedroom. The band posters he had tacked on the walls when he was a teenager, the pile of skateboards that over the years got bigger and bigger, his desk and wardrobe, all familiar and old. But not at all comforting as he remembered last night.
Ville had cheated on him. Bam was hoping it was a alcohol induced nightmare, that he drank himself silly and crashed in his old room. Sadly this was not the case, he had gone out drinking yes, but he had changed his mind to going on a pub crawl with the boys. He had a few beers, but he was still stone cold sober, not even close to tipsy. He remembers everything, his boyfriends giggle first, then his moans that Bam could never stop thinking about since the first time he had heard them. Then he remembers Jussi's moan. Bam ran to the bathroom to empty the contents of his stomach as he remembers, this will haunt him for the rest of his life. Bam sighed deeply, brushed away a few silent tears that had escaped , flushed the toilet and made his way downstairs. As he thought his mum and dad were already up waiting for him. As he sat down at the kitchen table, Bam's brother Jess walked in and noticed the tension in the air.
"What's going on". Jess asked, he looked from his parents to Bam.
"Bam what are you doing here, I thought you and Ville live together now". At the sound of Ville's name on his brothers lips, Bam started to cry again, hands covering his face as his head dropped on the table with a loud smack. April smacked her eldest son upside the head and rushed to Bam, comforting her youngest son.
" OWW, what the hell was that for" Jess complained as he rubbed his head.
"Why is he crying anyway". Jess added as he continued to rub his head. Bam raised his head from his mothers shoulder and stuttered "Ville c-cheated on me". Bam cried harder as his mother pulled him in closer for a tighter hug and rocked him till he was calm again.
"Oh Bam I'm sorry, I didn't know". Jess went up to his brother and hugged him as well. Phil pulled April away so Jess could be a big brother to Bam.
"What do you want me to do, I could go and get the boys and kill him if you want". Jess's voice was tight and cold, the protective older brother coming out Bam was very grateful.
" No I don't want him hurt, please don't do anything like that, I just need help to get my stuff. I have to much to bring back here myself and if I go alone, I know I will cave and I will end up forgiving him".
Bam pulled out of his brothers tight hug and looked at him.
"I'm so weak when it comes to Ville and he knows it". Jess put his hands on his brother's shoulders "Your weak for Ville because you are painfully in love with him Bam, anyone and everyone can see that. It's not a bad thing, but when it comes to situations like this, you have to be strong".
"I don't think I know how".Bam's eyes filled with tears, but he stopped them from falling by rubbing them harshly from his eyes.
"Well your not going round in this state, go upstairs and take a shower, get dressed, we will have something to eat and then we will go". Jess pulled his brother from the chair and gently nudged him towards the stairs.
"Take all the time you want Bam ok, seriously there is no rush".
"Ok thanks Jess" Bam slowly trudged up the stairs and made his way to the bathroom.
As the hot water sprayed on his naked shoulders and trickled down his back, as the steam of the hot water surrounded him in the shower Bam remembers back to his and Ville's first date and leading to their first of many sweet kisses later. Bam sighed sadly as he ran his fingers through his now wet hair as he couldn't help but remember.
'FLASHBACK'
Bam had driven to Ville's house with butterflies zooming around in his stomach, he cant believe it when Ville had agreed to go out with him. He definitely felt like the luckiest guy in the solar system right now. He let out a shaky breath as he got out of the hummer and walked up the drive. He had wanted to impress Ville somehow, so he thought he would dress nicely for the dinner he was taking him to. Bam had decided on a long sleeve, black, button down dress shirt, leaving the top to buttons undone. He had to rummage through a lot of pair of jeans before he found a pair that would go with the shirt, (at least that what he thought).
He had picked out a pair of soft blue colour jeans that fit his hips snugly and thought they made his ass look great. They were the only jeans he didn't skate in, therefore these jeans were not ripped or faded at he knees, they looked brand new even though he has had them for a few years. Bam had never worn dress shoes unless it was absolutely needed, so he found a fairly new pair of black skate trainers he hadn't worn in yet. There was no need for a jacket because it was pleasantly warm outside. He was nervous now than ever before as he knocked on the door and waited patiently.
When the door opened Bam couldn't stop the sudden, soft gasp that came out of his throat as he looked at the man that stood before him. Ville's soft brunette hair came down just touching his shoulders, Bam had noticed that Ville had the same dress shirt on as him, but Ville's was blood red. Bam's eyes looked down as he saw that Ville had a pair of black bell bottoms that fit his thighs and hips tightly and he was wearing a pair of black converse trainers. Bam's eyes travelled back up and throat truly closed up, as he looked into Ville's eyes. His beautiful green eyes flickered softly in the night as looked at Bam. His eyes were framed with a thick line of kohl and a hint red eye shadow, this making his eyes all the more intense. Ville blushed a soft shade of pink as he heard the gasp come from Bam's lips. He to had let out a little whimper as he drank in Bam's appearance, but Bam didn't hear.
As they parked at the restaurant Bam had stepped out of the door so fast, Ville hadn't even got his seatbelt off. He looked confused as the seatbelt slid from his hand, back in its place the passenger door opened. Bam stood in the doorway and held his hand out to Ville to help him down.( Which wasn't really needed, but Bam would at least try to act like a gentleman). Ville smiled shyly as he was helped down and thanked Bam. As they got to their table it was Ville's turn to act the gentleman, he pulled out Bam's chair for him. Bam flushed pink as he thanked Ville and sat down.
When their food came, Bam looked to what Ville had ordered. It was only a salad with a small side of fries, suddenly Bam's big portion of steak and chips didn't look to appealing. His mother always said he could it well.
"Did you not want to order anything else". Bam asked nervously. He wasn't exactly sure why he was so nervous, May be Ville isn't that hungry tonight. Bam thought to himself.
"This was the only vegetarian dish they do, its a shame really". Ville replied politely, giving Bam a shy smile.
"Your a vegetarian". Bam gulped. shit he cant eat his steak now, how could he eat the steak in front of Ville.Oh shit I should of asked, we could of gone somewhere else, FUCK. Bam thought, thinking he had truly fucked up. Ville saw Bam's face fall, as if he knew what Bam was thinking Ville said
"Bam I'm obviously a vegetarian by choice, its fine if you eat meat, I don't think your a bad person for it". Bam's head lowered, his fingers playing with his fork. Ville grabbed Bam's hands and put them in his. He laced their fingers together and gently squeezed Bam's hands, trying to reassure him.
"I mean it Bam, please don't feel bad".
"As long as your sure Ville, I don't want to offend you". Bam was still looking down at this point, his voice came out a whisper of words. Ville hooked a finger under his chin and lifted Bam's head so the younger man was looking him in the eyes.
"Your so cute Bam, no I promise you wont offend me".
"Ok then, if you insist". Bam smiled brightly.
On the drive home they talked about all things. Ville had learnt that Bam was in a TV show called jackass, where him and his mates prank each other, do dangerous stunts and dares and they prank the general public. He had also learnt that Bam is a professional skateboarder and has his own show called viva la bam. Bam had found out that Ville used to work in his fathers sex shop when he was younger, back when he was living in Helsinki Finland. He also found out that Ville is in a band , who are over in America to crack the music business. Bam at hearing this thought that it was awesome and badgered Ville to let him here Ville sing sometime. Ville gave in on Bam's seventh attempt at asking. And bam learnt that the whole band were living together. It was only when they had got out of the hummer and started to walk up the pathway to the front door that Bam got those familiar butterflies in his stomach again.
He knew it was time for the kiss goodnight, he looked up at Ville and he saw that he to was nervous. Glad it's not just me. Bam thought. As Ville put his key in the lock and opened the door a little, they both faced each other, Ville looked into Bam's eyes and touched his cheek, his thumb rubbing the patch of skin were it rested. The movement caused Bam's heart to pump faster and made his belly tense. Ville leant down and pulled Bam's face to his. They both closed their eyes as their lips touched. Bam put his hands on Ville's hips as he brought Ville's body closer to his own, pressing their bodies together. The kiss was over to quickly for both their liking. As they broke apart both boys were blushing, Bam looked up and noticed some of Ville's hair had fallen in his face. Bam brought his hand up and gently brushed the hair back and ran his fingers through Ville's hair, loving how soft it felt under his fingers.
Both boys looked each other in the eyes and laughed nervously. Bam took his fingers back from Ville's hair, missing them already.
"Can I see you tomorrow". Bam asked shyly.
"I would love to see you tomorrow, but I can't, I'm busy, what about the day after".
"Sure that's great I'll, see you then".
"Yes I will see you then, goodnight Bam". Ville kissed Bam's cheek softly.
"Goodnight Ville". Bam sighed, his eyes fluttered shut at the brief lip contact. Bam walked down the path and looked over his shoulder, he saw Ville wave, he waved back and as Ville shut the door Bam jumped and fist pumped the air shouting "YES". He thought he had shouted to loudly and turned back to the house to see if he had been caught, thankfully he hadn't.
'FLASHBACK ENDED'.
Author: Vam_story_lover.
Rating: PG13-NC17.
Pairing: Vam
Summary: Ville and Bam have split up. Ville was stupid and is sorry, but Bam isn't ready to forgive or forget. When Bam meets someone else, will Ville even have a chance to get Bam back or is it to late.
Disclaimer: I do not own anyone or anything mentioned. This story is made up and is just a bit of fun.
Authors note: This is story number two. I am writing both stories at the same time. Please read and honest comments will be lovely.
Chapter 2.
Bam wanted to cry on the drive back to his parents home. But he wouldn't let them fall, how are you supposed to drive, blinded by tears, there would be a accident. He pulled into the driveway, shut off the engine and slammed the hummer door shut. He walked through the front door, knowing full well that it would be unlocked.mum should really start locking that thing Bam wondered as he walked into the living room he saw his mum and dad watching TV, his mum in the middle of the couch and his dad in his favourite armchair. He smiled a weak smile and walked over to his mum, who noticed him as he sat next to her. She smiled at him and brushed his hair from his face, the smile faded as she noticed a single tear slide down her sons cheek.
"Honey what's wrong She asked calmly and touched his cheek to bring his eyes to look at her. She had never seen her son cry before. At least not since he was twelve, when he broke his arm skateboarding with his friends again. She gasped as he finally let the tears pour down his cheeks, she pulled him close and she couldn't believe what she heard
"Mum..Ville cheated on me". It was Bam's turn to cry hysterically now.
She comforted her son until he finally cried himself to sleep on her shoulder. She looked helplessly to her husband who sat calmly watching. Smiling softly and getting out of his chair, Phil picked his son up in his arms, much like he did when he was a small child who would always fall asleep on the sofa after watching late time TV, carried him to his old room. April pulled the covers back, Phil gently placed Bam on the bed and they both pulled the covers over their youngest son, their baby and quietly walked out of the room and closed the door. The next morning the sun was beating down on Bam's face, coxing him from sleep. He groaned and flipped to the other side and found the other side cold and empty. He shot up and his eyes darted across the room. He found himself in the familiar surroundings of his bedroom. The band posters he had tacked on the walls when he was a teenager, the pile of skateboards that over the years got bigger and bigger, his desk and wardrobe, all familiar and old. But not at all comforting as he remembered last night.
Ville had cheated on him. Bam was hoping it was a alcohol induced nightmare, that he drank himself silly and crashed in his old room. Sadly this was not the case, he had gone out drinking yes, but he had changed his mind to going on a pub crawl with the boys. He had a few beers, but he was still stone cold sober, not even close to tipsy. He remembers everything, his boyfriends giggle first, then his moans that Bam could never stop thinking about since the first time he had heard them. Then he remembers Jussi's moan. Bam ran to the bathroom to empty the contents of his stomach as he remembers, this will haunt him for the rest of his life. Bam sighed deeply, brushed away a few silent tears that had escaped , flushed the toilet and made his way downstairs. As he thought his mum and dad were already up waiting for him. As he sat down at the kitchen table, Bam's brother Jess walked in and noticed the tension in the air.
"What's going on". Jess asked, he looked from his parents to Bam.
"Bam what are you doing here, I thought you and Ville live together now". At the sound of Ville's name on his brothers lips, Bam started to cry again, hands covering his face as his head dropped on the table with a loud smack. April smacked her eldest son upside the head and rushed to Bam, comforting her youngest son.
" OWW, what the hell was that for" Jess complained as he rubbed his head.
"Why is he crying anyway". Jess added as he continued to rub his head. Bam raised his head from his mothers shoulder and stuttered "Ville c-cheated on me". Bam cried harder as his mother pulled him in closer for a tighter hug and rocked him till he was calm again.
"Oh Bam I'm sorry, I didn't know". Jess went up to his brother and hugged him as well. Phil pulled April away so Jess could be a big brother to Bam.
"What do you want me to do, I could go and get the boys and kill him if you want". Jess's voice was tight and cold, the protective older brother coming out Bam was very grateful.
" No I don't want him hurt, please don't do anything like that, I just need help to get my stuff. I have to much to bring back here myself and if I go alone, I know I will cave and I will end up forgiving him".
Bam pulled out of his brothers tight hug and looked at him.
"I'm so weak when it comes to Ville and he knows it". Jess put his hands on his brother's shoulders "Your weak for Ville because you are painfully in love with him Bam, anyone and everyone can see that. It's not a bad thing, but when it comes to situations like this, you have to be strong".
"I don't think I know how".Bam's eyes filled with tears, but he stopped them from falling by rubbing them harshly from his eyes.
"Well your not going round in this state, go upstairs and take a shower, get dressed, we will have something to eat and then we will go". Jess pulled his brother from the chair and gently nudged him towards the stairs.
"Take all the time you want Bam ok, seriously there is no rush".
"Ok thanks Jess" Bam slowly trudged up the stairs and made his way to the bathroom.
As the hot water sprayed on his naked shoulders and trickled down his back, as the steam of the hot water surrounded him in the shower Bam remembers back to his and Ville's first date and leading to their first of many sweet kisses later. Bam sighed sadly as he ran his fingers through his now wet hair as he couldn't help but remember.
'FLASHBACK'
Bam had driven to Ville's house with butterflies zooming around in his stomach, he cant believe it when Ville had agreed to go out with him. He definitely felt like the luckiest guy in the solar system right now. He let out a shaky breath as he got out of the hummer and walked up the drive. He had wanted to impress Ville somehow, so he thought he would dress nicely for the dinner he was taking him to. Bam had decided on a long sleeve, black, button down dress shirt, leaving the top to buttons undone. He had to rummage through a lot of pair of jeans before he found a pair that would go with the shirt, (at least that what he thought).
He had picked out a pair of soft blue colour jeans that fit his hips snugly and thought they made his ass look great. They were the only jeans he didn't skate in, therefore these jeans were not ripped or faded at he knees, they looked brand new even though he has had them for a few years. Bam had never worn dress shoes unless it was absolutely needed, so he found a fairly new pair of black skate trainers he hadn't worn in yet. There was no need for a jacket because it was pleasantly warm outside. He was nervous now than ever before as he knocked on the door and waited patiently.
When the door opened Bam couldn't stop the sudden, soft gasp that came out of his throat as he looked at the man that stood before him. Ville's soft brunette hair came down just touching his shoulders, Bam had noticed that Ville had the same dress shirt on as him, but Ville's was blood red. Bam's eyes looked down as he saw that Ville had a pair of black bell bottoms that fit his thighs and hips tightly and he was wearing a pair of black converse trainers. Bam's eyes travelled back up and throat truly closed up, as he looked into Ville's eyes. His beautiful green eyes flickered softly in the night as looked at Bam. His eyes were framed with a thick line of kohl and a hint red eye shadow, this making his eyes all the more intense. Ville blushed a soft shade of pink as he heard the gasp come from Bam's lips. He to had let out a little whimper as he drank in Bam's appearance, but Bam didn't hear.
As they parked at the restaurant Bam had stepped out of the door so fast, Ville hadn't even got his seatbelt off. He looked confused as the seatbelt slid from his hand, back in its place the passenger door opened. Bam stood in the doorway and held his hand out to Ville to help him down.( Which wasn't really needed, but Bam would at least try to act like a gentleman). Ville smiled shyly as he was helped down and thanked Bam. As they got to their table it was Ville's turn to act the gentleman, he pulled out Bam's chair for him. Bam flushed pink as he thanked Ville and sat down.
When their food came, Bam looked to what Ville had ordered. It was only a salad with a small side of fries, suddenly Bam's big portion of steak and chips didn't look to appealing. His mother always said he could it well.
"Did you not want to order anything else". Bam asked nervously. He wasn't exactly sure why he was so nervous, May be Ville isn't that hungry tonight. Bam thought to himself.
"This was the only vegetarian dish they do, its a shame really". Ville replied politely, giving Bam a shy smile.
"Your a vegetarian". Bam gulped. shit he cant eat his steak now, how could he eat the steak in front of Ville.Oh shit I should of asked, we could of gone somewhere else, FUCK. Bam thought, thinking he had truly fucked up. Ville saw Bam's face fall, as if he knew what Bam was thinking Ville said
"Bam I'm obviously a vegetarian by choice, its fine if you eat meat, I don't think your a bad person for it". Bam's head lowered, his fingers playing with his fork. Ville grabbed Bam's hands and put them in his. He laced their fingers together and gently squeezed Bam's hands, trying to reassure him.
"I mean it Bam, please don't feel bad".
"As long as your sure Ville, I don't want to offend you". Bam was still looking down at this point, his voice came out a whisper of words. Ville hooked a finger under his chin and lifted Bam's head so the younger man was looking him in the eyes.
"Your so cute Bam, no I promise you wont offend me".
"Ok then, if you insist". Bam smiled brightly.
On the drive home they talked about all things. Ville had learnt that Bam was in a TV show called jackass, where him and his mates prank each other, do dangerous stunts and dares and they prank the general public. He had also learnt that Bam is a professional skateboarder and has his own show called viva la bam. Bam had found out that Ville used to work in his fathers sex shop when he was younger, back when he was living in Helsinki Finland. He also found out that Ville is in a band , who are over in America to crack the music business. Bam at hearing this thought that it was awesome and badgered Ville to let him here Ville sing sometime. Ville gave in on Bam's seventh attempt at asking. And bam learnt that the whole band were living together. It was only when they had got out of the hummer and started to walk up the pathway to the front door that Bam got those familiar butterflies in his stomach again.
He knew it was time for the kiss goodnight, he looked up at Ville and he saw that he to was nervous. Glad it's not just me. Bam thought. As Ville put his key in the lock and opened the door a little, they both faced each other, Ville looked into Bam's eyes and touched his cheek, his thumb rubbing the patch of skin were it rested. The movement caused Bam's heart to pump faster and made his belly tense. Ville leant down and pulled Bam's face to his. They both closed their eyes as their lips touched. Bam put his hands on Ville's hips as he brought Ville's body closer to his own, pressing their bodies together. The kiss was over to quickly for both their liking. As they broke apart both boys were blushing, Bam looked up and noticed some of Ville's hair had fallen in his face. Bam brought his hand up and gently brushed the hair back and ran his fingers through Ville's hair, loving how soft it felt under his fingers.
Both boys looked each other in the eyes and laughed nervously. Bam took his fingers back from Ville's hair, missing them already.
"Can I see you tomorrow". Bam asked shyly.
"I would love to see you tomorrow, but I can't, I'm busy, what about the day after".
"Sure that's great I'll, see you then".
"Yes I will see you then, goodnight Bam". Ville kissed Bam's cheek softly.
"Goodnight Ville". Bam sighed, his eyes fluttered shut at the brief lip contact. Bam walked down the path and looked over his shoulder, he saw Ville wave, he waved back and as Ville shut the door Bam jumped and fist pumped the air shouting "YES". He thought he had shouted to loudly and turned back to the house to see if he had been caught, thankfully he hadn't.
'FLASHBACK ENDED'.