all i want for christmas
Hey all! I hadn't planned on doing a christmas one shot this year but a rabid plot bunny came up and bit me on the ass and told to write one or they'd set fire to all my HIM merchandise so i was too scared to resist.
There is little to no plot, it's mostly just (probably very bad) boy sex so if you don't approve then dont read. Also, i wrote this while hopped up on piankillers cos i have a flu bug type thing so if it's a bit odd then i apologize!
RATING- NC17 PWP
PAIRING- vam obviously, is there any other?!
WARNING- check rating. slightly AU as well. there are people there that probably weren't really.
AUTHORS NOTE- happy christmas to all the lovely people on this site, this is a little christmas present from me to you all cos i cant buy you all gifties! also to my beloved karin, i had the best time with you my love and i already miss you like crazy. "That won't wash out dude!" is for you and you know it!!!!! keep it pirate as jimmi would say! LOL!!!!!
Bam shivered. Finland was freezing and everything was covered in a thick layer of snow, hardly suprising since there were only three days left til christmas. A year, exactly one whole fucking year since his ex wife had left his home and filed for divorce.
He was too immature, she said. She'd hoped that once they were married he'd settle down and be the husband she'd always dreamed of having but when that didn't happen, she bailed. Bam was just happy that he'd insisted on a pre-nup agreement which meant that Missy got nothing.
It was amazing how much things could change. A year ago he was married and seriously considering having children and now he was single and surrounded by drunk friends in the middle of Helsinki where they were filming 'where the fuck is santa'. And speaking of drunk friends, Bam had to laugh as Dunn walked into the Corona bar dressed as santa and even going as far as making his beard white.
"Het dude." Dunn greeted, wandering over with a beer in hand.
"Hey, looking good man! How the hell did you get your beard white?"
"Spray paint."
"Spray paint? You spray painted your beard?! That won't wash out dude!"
"What? Dico told me it would when he helped me do it."
"And you believed him?!" Bam fell about laughing. "You really are dumber than a box of rocks!"
"Fuck, I'm gonna have to shave now." Dunn sulked briefly before grinnign mischeviously. "So little boy, come and sit on santa's lap and tell him what you want for christmas."
"Who the fuck are you calling little? And anyway, no little kid would wanna come and it on your lap, they'd be terrified."
"Nah, kids love me, they'd just be pissed that I'd opened all the presents already. So come on." Dunn patted his legs. "Sit and tell me what you want for christmas."
"Is this your way of telling me you haven't got me anything?!" Bam teased.
"Just sit." Dunn's patience was running thin and Bam had had just enough to drink so that it seemed like a funny idea so he obediently climbed onto Dunn's lap trying to repress his laughter.
"So little boy, come and sit on santa's lap and tell him what you want for christmas." Dunn repeated in his best santa voice before taking a long swig from his beer bottle.
"I wanna bike and a G.I. Joe and a remote control race car." Bam replied, adopting a child like tone.
"Actually I think Vito was right all those years ago and you haven't actually been good enough to get any presents." Dunn laughed and Bam stuck his tongue out in retalliation. "Seriously though dude, if you could have anything in the world under your tree on christmas morning what would it be?"
"Ville."
"Ville?"
"Yeah. Wearing nothing but a christmas ribbon." Bam smirked lustfully at the image he'd just created and Ryan sighed.
"You have to get over him man. He's never given you any indication that he's interested and I don't wanna see you get heartbroken again if he finds another girlfriend."
"Can't I just get under him instead?!" Bam joked but when he saw the expression on his friends face he turned serious. "I know, do you really think I wanna go through all that again? But I don't know how to even begin to get over him other than never to see him again and I'm just not strong enough to do that."
The conversation had rapidly turned more serious than it had been intended at the start and it was obvious that Ryan had no idea what to say to improve the situation so Bam took matters into his own hands.
"Ok well I'm going back to the hotel to get some shut eye because our flight home is really early tomorrow but I think you should stay a bit longer cos that girl at the bar seems to be really loving the santa suit."
He left the bar and headed back to the hotel, not noticing a certain Finn sitting just behind the table he and Dunn had been sitting at, sipping at a diet coke thoughtfully.
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Christmas morning dawned and, as usual, Bam woke up to an empty house. It hadn't bothered him when his friends had moved out to start families and lives of their own and he'd been the one to buy Ape and Phil their own place so he would have some space, but that was when he had Missy.
Now though it was just empty and lonely, especially at christmas time when the house was supposed to be full of laughing, happy people. He was tempted just to stay in bed and sleep the day away but he was expected at his parents for lunch and Ape would tear strips off him if he didn't show.
Pulling his boxer clad frame out of bed, he padded downstairs towards the lounge. His plan was to retrieve all the presents for his family and leave them by the door so he didn't have to fuck around with it all when he was dressed and presentable enough that Ape wouldn't bitch but the sight that met him made him freeze in his tracks.
Under his christmas tree amongst all the presents was a sleeping Ville Valo. And if that wasn't enough, his outfit was enough to blow Bam's mind. He was wearing some silver tinsel halo style around his dark curling hair, a massive red ribbon and nothing else. The large extravagent bow on the ribbon covered most of his lower half from Bam's view but it was still enough for his boxers to become uncomfortably tight.
He reached down to adjust himself but as he did Ville began to stir and suddenly piercing green eyes were looking at him. Bam didn't know what would be more embarrassing, keeping hi hand where it was and letting Ville think he'd been fondling himself while watching him, or moving his hand and letting Ville see that he wanted to be fondling himself. His mouth opened and closed a few times but no sound came out and Ville smiled at him.
"Merry christmas Bammie."
"Uh, merry christmas." He finally squeaked abck. "I uh, I don't wanna sound rude or anything but what are you doing here and why are you naked and under my tree?"
"You tole me to." Ville replied simply, propping himself up on one elbow and giving Bam a coy smile that obviously meant that there was something Bam was forgetting and it was amusing him.
Lowering himself to the floor, Bam sat opposite his friend. "When the hell did I say to you 'hey Willa, feel free to turn up completely naked at my house on christmas morning and by the way feel free to set up camp under the tree'?"
To anyone else, Bam would have sounded angry but Ville knew that he was just confused and trying to work out what was going on. Besides that, Bam never had been a morning person so Ville decided to put him out of his misery.
"The night before you left Finland, you told Ryan it was what you wanted for christmas. It was quite helpful actually because I hadn't managed to get you anything."
"Oh my god." Bam groaned as the memory came back to him. "You heard that? That's so fucking embarrassing." Closing his eyes, he covered his face with his hands, trying to will away his blush. His eyes quickly opened again though when he felt a weight settle over his legs and he found Ville straddling his thighs.
Shocked, he opened his mouth to say something, although he wasn't sure what but suddenly it didn't matter because Ville's lips were on his and a persistant tongue was pushing it's way into his mouth. Bam allowed himself a couple of minutes of kissing back before pulling away. He didn't try to move Ville off of him though because he knew that the second he felt Ville's soft skin under his fingertips he wouldn't be able to restrain himself.
"Ville, don't do this to me dude." He begged, completely serious for once.
Ville looked totally confused and Bam couldn't blame him. "I don't understand sweetheart. You told Dunn this is what you wanted, it is isn't it?"
"Yes. Yeah it is."
"Then what's the problem?"
"The problem is that for you this is giving a friend a christmas present. A bit of a weird one but a gift all the same. For me though, it's getting the chance to be with the guy I love more than anything in the world but knowing that even though one time could never be enough, I'll never be lucky enough to have another oppertunity like that. I'd rather not know what I'm missing rather than mourn what I can't have anymore for the rest of my life."
Bam was staring at the tree so he wouldn't have to see Ville's reaction to his words but Ville wasn't going to let himself be ignored. Cupping Bam's face in his hands, he turned him back to face him. "It would never be one night with you Bam, I couldn't give you up."
"Really?"
Ville nodded, smiling and then they were kissing again. Tender but passionate, romantic yet raw, it was everything Bam had never felt with a woman and he was drowning in sensations. His hands wrapped around Ville's body, pulling him closer so their bare chests were pressed together, reminding him that all that seperated them was a pair of thin boxers.
He shivered in delight as he felt the muscles and soft skin of Ville's back under his hands, the thrill of knowing that it was all his to touch almost overwhelming in it's intensity. He wanted to touch, kiss and explore every single centimetre of Ville's body but he didn't know where to start. The decision was soon taken out of his hands though when Ville pushed him onto his back and pinned his arms to the floor.
"Hey, I thought you were my present. How am I supposed to play with you if I can't move my hands?" Bam asked playfully, pouting up at him.
"I am but if I remember correctly you also said you wanted to be under me rather than over me and I quite like you like this."
"Lets compromise then. I'll stay under you and be good but you let me keep my hands free, I need to be able to touch you or I'm gonna go crazy here."
"Fair enough." Ville let go of his arms but stayed hovering over him. "You have to behave though."
"I promise." Bam's voice was heavy with desire and his whole body was trembling with passion and anticipation already. He moved his hands between them and as Ville kissed him, he fumbled to undo the bow around the Finn's body.
Finally it was undone and Ville was pulling his boxers off him staring unashamedly at his body as he did so. His head fell back on the floor with a thump as soft kisses started getting placed up the inside of his leg as Ville started to move back up his body. He was being tortured, he was sure of it as Ville bathed the back of his knee with his tongue then blew gently on it causing delightful shivers to course through him.
He'd had no idea that his leg could be so sensitive or that having it kissed and licked could be so much of a turn on but by the time Ville got to the inside of his thigh he was so hard he wasn't sure that he would last more than a few moments.
Suddenly a warm, wet tongue licked a stripe up the side of his throbbing cock and he yelped loudly, his hips bucking up of their own accord making Ville chuckle huskily.
"Don't worry sweetheart, I'll take care of it."
It was all the warning he got before Ville's beautiful mouth decended on him.
Bam grabbed as much of the carpet as he could, not wanting to grab hold of Ville in case he hurt him. He was struggling to keep his hips still when all he wanted to do was thrust into the hot wet cavern he was surrounded by. Suddenly though Ville stopped and pulled away, making him cry out in frustration.
"Why'd you stop? Please don't stop Ville." He was painfully aroused now and was almost sobbing with the need for release.
"Ssh, ssh it's ok love, just wanna do something better. Just close your eyes and relax, it'll be ok." Ville cooed gently, kissing each of Bam's eyelids softly and wiping a tear away when he did as he was told.
Bam lay with his eyes closed as instructed, listening to the slight sounds Ville was making. The wait felt like it was killing him but he knew it would be worth it, after all Ville was always worth waiting for.
And eventually there it was, the feeling of a body straddling his own again, the scent of Ville's shampoo and own unique scent filling his senses and then, tightness and overwhelming heat as Ville lowered himself onto Bam's cock, a gasp of pleasure and pain being forced from his throat.
Opening his eyes Bam let out a moan at the glorious sight that greeted him. Ville was sitting astride his body, his head thrown back with his elegant throat exposed and his beautiful hair curling about his face. His cheeks were flushed and his lips were parted and glistening where his tongue kept darting out to moisten them. His toned, pale chest was heaving and his large cock jutted out proudly between strong thighs. He was undoubtedly the most incredibly beautiful thing Bam had ever seen and he could barely believe this was real. He half expected to be suddenly and cruelly woken up to find that none of it had ever happened.
He didn't wake up though. What actually happened was Ville started to move. Placing his hands on Bam's chest for leaverage, he pushed himself up and let himself drop back down again, trying a couple of different angles before he found the one that made him make a half gasp half scream noise that made Bam never want to hear anything other than that sound for the rest of his life.
Part of him just wanted to lie back and watch the fallen angel above him ride his body like it was what he was born to do but Ville had done everything so far so, shifting his body slightly so he was partially sitting up, he wrapped one hand round Ville's weeping erection and used the other hand to toy with Ville's nipples.
He knew he wouldn't last much longer since he'd been on edge since he'd first seen Ville in his lounge so he sped up the movement of his hand, thumbing the sensitive head and enjoy the sound of Ville's panting, gasping breaths. Moving his hand away from his nipples, Bam moved it round behind Ville and allowed one of his fingers to brush lightly round Ville's stretched entrance. Being able to feel where he was disappearing inside of Ville was strangely erotic and as he pushed his finger inside of him to join his cock, he came, his hips thrusting into Ville's body almost violently as he released.
The added stimulation was also too much for Ville to handle and he let out a gutteral scream as his seed splashed over Bam's chest and face. It took a while before either of them were capable of movement but finally they seperated and flopped down onto the floor wearily. Seeing Ville shiver, Bam pulled himself over to the couch and grabbed a blanket that had been left on there before crawling back and covering them both up with it, snuggling up close to him.
Wrapping his arm around him Ville buried his face in Bam's hair, kissing the soft strands and closed his eyes sleepily. He was starting to drift off when Bam's voice reached him, soft and almost childlike.
"Don't go. Don't leave me Willa." Ville had always known that Bam was very insecure deep down but it was the first time he'd actually been shown it and it broke his heart a little to hear.
"I'm not going darling, I'm staying right here with you I promise." And if the truth was told, there was no where in the world Ville would rather have been.