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Title: Just Like Heaven.
Rating: R. (for violence, language, alcohol, and sexual content.)
Dicslaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. Complete fiction.
Summery: Bam is trying to cope with the fact that the man he loves only shows him affection when he's intoxicated. He looses hope, and tries accepteing the facts. Then something unexpected happens that changes his life...
A/N: links to previous chapters are inside.
Previous chapters:
Introduction
Chapter one
Chapter two
Chapter three
Chapter four
Chapter five
Chapter six
Chapter seven
Epilouge
Ville's pov.
Seven weeks later Novak was out of the hospital. He seems alright, a little shakey and apologetic.
He's doing better. No heroin since. He ever got a tattoo saying 'no fucking more' on his stomach to help him. I didn't really understand it, bam did, but i dont care becuase he's been skating better, laughing more and all around is just fine. He's staying with Bam again in the house, helping Ape with tons of things, cleaning, keeping people centered. He's a good guy, you know? And i know Bam loves him.
Bam's been smiling more now that he's back. He's doing alot better now too. He hasn't cut since that night and he promised me he wouldn't. Everyone was accepting of the newly formed relationships around the house. April and Phil were quite shocked to find out both their sons were dating men.
Today was Bam and I's 2 month anniversairy. I know, how cliche, right? But, fuck you. I loved him. I devided I would sing a song for him, one i thought fit us quite well.
I sat in the chair opposite him on the bed in his room. The acoustic on my lap and a pick in my fingers. He smiled, curling himself up in a blanket, looking into my eyes. His beautiful blue's were just like heaven.
I leaned in, kissing him once before i started to sing.
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
-end.
Well, there you have it folks. I'll be starting a new story shortly and im hoping to also co-write with someone.
Ps: the fiction contest will be held soon enough. Once everything is in place and in order.
I'll be holding it at vamfictions. :)
<33 April.
Rating: R. (for violence, language, alcohol, and sexual content.)
Dicslaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. Complete fiction.
Summery: Bam is trying to cope with the fact that the man he loves only shows him affection when he's intoxicated. He looses hope, and tries accepteing the facts. Then something unexpected happens that changes his life...
A/N: links to previous chapters are inside.
Previous chapters:
Introduction
Chapter one
Chapter two
Chapter three
Chapter four
Chapter five
Chapter six
Chapter seven
Epilouge
Ville's pov.
Seven weeks later Novak was out of the hospital. He seems alright, a little shakey and apologetic.
He's doing better. No heroin since. He ever got a tattoo saying 'no fucking more' on his stomach to help him. I didn't really understand it, bam did, but i dont care becuase he's been skating better, laughing more and all around is just fine. He's staying with Bam again in the house, helping Ape with tons of things, cleaning, keeping people centered. He's a good guy, you know? And i know Bam loves him.
Bam's been smiling more now that he's back. He's doing alot better now too. He hasn't cut since that night and he promised me he wouldn't. Everyone was accepting of the newly formed relationships around the house. April and Phil were quite shocked to find out both their sons were dating men.
Today was Bam and I's 2 month anniversairy. I know, how cliche, right? But, fuck you. I loved him. I devided I would sing a song for him, one i thought fit us quite well.
I sat in the chair opposite him on the bed in his room. The acoustic on my lap and a pick in my fingers. He smiled, curling himself up in a blanket, looking into my eyes. His beautiful blue's were just like heaven.
I leaned in, kissing him once before i started to sing.
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
-end.
Well, there you have it folks. I'll be starting a new story shortly and im hoping to also co-write with someone.
Ps: the fiction contest will be held soon enough. Once everything is in place and in order.
I'll be holding it at vamfictions. :)
<33 April.