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This is the last chapter. There will be a short Epilouge coming soon, maybe tonight. I want to thank everyone for their lovely comments. :)
Title: Just Like Heaven.
Rating: R. (for violence, language, alcohol, and sexual content.)
Dicslaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. Complete fiction.
Summery: Bam is trying to cope with the fact that the man he loves only shows him affection when he's intoxicated. He looses hope, and tries accepteing the facts. Then something unexpected happens that changes his life...
A/N: links to previous chapters are inside.
Previous chapters:
Introduction
Chapter one
Chapter two
Chapter three
Chapter four
Chapter five
Chapter six
Seven
He smelled of soap and hair gel. The scent of his hair would stay with me forever, and the feel of his soft lips against mine would never fade. His tounge was like velvet and struck mine with such lust my heart just kept beating faster and faster. His hands stroaked my sides, and he gently pushed me down on my back. His hands roamed my body as his tounge roamed my mouth. I moaned into him, and he moaned back as if feeding off of my pleasure. I suddenly felt my pants grow in excitment. The buldge grew painfully insistant, as his own grew as well.
He removed his mouth from mine, kissing my cheeck, nibbling at my jawbone, collarbone and then licking his way down my chest.
He came back up, placing one of my nipples between his teeth and flicking it with his tounge.
He sucked it, taking it fully in his mouth, moaning in the process, making me writhle under him. The pleasure in his mouth, tounge, his skin, everything, just made me want to explode right now.
He went lower, kissing around my bellybutton, licking it, dragging his teeth down the rest of the way lightly.
He stopped at the pantline, licking right above it, ticking me with his tounge from one side to the other. He undid the black studded belt i was wearing slowly, looking up at me all the while, a smile drifting on his perfect lips.
"I want you to love me, bam. Know everything about me." he rasped out "Understand me. Be with me."
He bent upward and kissing my stomache before the door swung open.
Ryan stood there, a shocked look on his face. Ville hovered above me, his hands on my sides and laying between my legs. My belt was undone and our cheeks were flushed a bright crimson color.
Dunn coughed "Uhm.."
Ville took that as a sigh to get up. I guess he wasn;t embaressed about this situation. He still smiled and sat on the bed.
I layed there for a few minutes before sitting up aswell, buckling my belt and adjusting myself more comfortably.
"I was just wondering about the blood in the bathroom.. " he said, standing there uncomfortably, his eyes darting around my room. Anywhere but my eyes.
"Whats that?" He asked, coming in further, picking up the blood stained toilet paper that was dropped there lastnight.
My eyes buldged out and Ville looked at me. He nodded his head.
"Ryan" he said, in his thick accent. God, he was gorgeous "Bam.. is.. going through somethings right now. It's difficult for him.. and im sure you.. you understand. He needs support and a good friend?"
Ryans eyes shifted from villes face to my wrist. The deep gasp in plain veiw.
His eyes coldly narrowed.
"Oh.. i see. He needs support from friends. Like im sure you were just gonna give him before i interrupted." He said, rather loudly and coldly.
"That has nothing to do-"
Ville was cut off..
"Yeah, im sure. Bam" he said, turning to me "fuck you. It's hard for all of us. We all love Novak, but we dont go removing our fucking skin becuase it's gotten a little rough.."
"Theres more to it than Novak, Dunn" ville said, standing up, towering over Ryan.
"I bet."
I sat there, my head in my hands. I couldn't cry. Not now.
"So Bam.. What else is wrong? Ville wouldn't fuck you until he found out you were suicidal?" he screamed. "I knew you were into that sick shit" his voice directed to ville.
"Dunn. Don't be an asshole. Not now. There's too much shit going on. Just.. cool it." Villes voice was still calm.
"Bam! Can;t you defend yourself instead of getting your fuckbuddy to do it for you.. huh?!"
"This is none of your buisness Ryan" I said in a low, firm voice.
"Oh really? I think it is."
"Okay then" I said, getting up "Why don;t you tell me why you spent the night in Jess's room? Or is that none of my buisness?"
He looked at me, tilting his head slightly before storming off.
I sunk back on the bed, crying.
Villes hands stroked my back and he layed down next to me, whispering soothing words into my ears.
"It's okay. He'll get over it."
A few hours went by before a knock awoke me and ville on the bed.
"Come in"
Ryan stood in the doorway, with jess.
"Bam..I.. i just wanted to apologize. I was too harsh, but.. i.. i was afraid.. and.. i cant believe you would do this to yourself."
I nodded and got up, hugging him tightly.
Ryan and Jess confessed their relationship which, at first, i thought was gross. But i guess it's all good, right?
Whats better than my best friend and my brother falling in love?
Me and my best friend falling in love.
End. Whee. Like?
The epilouge will be in Ville's pov. I think its a good idea. *sigh*
Well, comment ladies and gents. <333 April.
Title: Just Like Heaven.
Rating: R. (for violence, language, alcohol, and sexual content.)
Dicslaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. Complete fiction.
Summery: Bam is trying to cope with the fact that the man he loves only shows him affection when he's intoxicated. He looses hope, and tries accepteing the facts. Then something unexpected happens that changes his life...
A/N: links to previous chapters are inside.
Previous chapters:
Introduction
Chapter one
Chapter two
Chapter three
Chapter four
Chapter five
Chapter six
Seven
He smelled of soap and hair gel. The scent of his hair would stay with me forever, and the feel of his soft lips against mine would never fade. His tounge was like velvet and struck mine with such lust my heart just kept beating faster and faster. His hands stroaked my sides, and he gently pushed me down on my back. His hands roamed my body as his tounge roamed my mouth. I moaned into him, and he moaned back as if feeding off of my pleasure. I suddenly felt my pants grow in excitment. The buldge grew painfully insistant, as his own grew as well.
He removed his mouth from mine, kissing my cheeck, nibbling at my jawbone, collarbone and then licking his way down my chest.
He came back up, placing one of my nipples between his teeth and flicking it with his tounge.
He sucked it, taking it fully in his mouth, moaning in the process, making me writhle under him. The pleasure in his mouth, tounge, his skin, everything, just made me want to explode right now.
He went lower, kissing around my bellybutton, licking it, dragging his teeth down the rest of the way lightly.
He stopped at the pantline, licking right above it, ticking me with his tounge from one side to the other. He undid the black studded belt i was wearing slowly, looking up at me all the while, a smile drifting on his perfect lips.
"I want you to love me, bam. Know everything about me." he rasped out "Understand me. Be with me."
He bent upward and kissing my stomache before the door swung open.
Ryan stood there, a shocked look on his face. Ville hovered above me, his hands on my sides and laying between my legs. My belt was undone and our cheeks were flushed a bright crimson color.
Dunn coughed "Uhm.."
Ville took that as a sigh to get up. I guess he wasn;t embaressed about this situation. He still smiled and sat on the bed.
I layed there for a few minutes before sitting up aswell, buckling my belt and adjusting myself more comfortably.
"I was just wondering about the blood in the bathroom.. " he said, standing there uncomfortably, his eyes darting around my room. Anywhere but my eyes.
"Whats that?" He asked, coming in further, picking up the blood stained toilet paper that was dropped there lastnight.
My eyes buldged out and Ville looked at me. He nodded his head.
"Ryan" he said, in his thick accent. God, he was gorgeous "Bam.. is.. going through somethings right now. It's difficult for him.. and im sure you.. you understand. He needs support and a good friend?"
Ryans eyes shifted from villes face to my wrist. The deep gasp in plain veiw.
His eyes coldly narrowed.
"Oh.. i see. He needs support from friends. Like im sure you were just gonna give him before i interrupted." He said, rather loudly and coldly.
"That has nothing to do-"
Ville was cut off..
"Yeah, im sure. Bam" he said, turning to me "fuck you. It's hard for all of us. We all love Novak, but we dont go removing our fucking skin becuase it's gotten a little rough.."
"Theres more to it than Novak, Dunn" ville said, standing up, towering over Ryan.
"I bet."
I sat there, my head in my hands. I couldn't cry. Not now.
"So Bam.. What else is wrong? Ville wouldn't fuck you until he found out you were suicidal?" he screamed. "I knew you were into that sick shit" his voice directed to ville.
"Dunn. Don't be an asshole. Not now. There's too much shit going on. Just.. cool it." Villes voice was still calm.
"Bam! Can;t you defend yourself instead of getting your fuckbuddy to do it for you.. huh?!"
"This is none of your buisness Ryan" I said in a low, firm voice.
"Oh really? I think it is."
"Okay then" I said, getting up "Why don;t you tell me why you spent the night in Jess's room? Or is that none of my buisness?"
He looked at me, tilting his head slightly before storming off.
I sunk back on the bed, crying.
Villes hands stroked my back and he layed down next to me, whispering soothing words into my ears.
"It's okay. He'll get over it."
A few hours went by before a knock awoke me and ville on the bed.
"Come in"
Ryan stood in the doorway, with jess.
"Bam..I.. i just wanted to apologize. I was too harsh, but.. i.. i was afraid.. and.. i cant believe you would do this to yourself."
I nodded and got up, hugging him tightly.
Ryan and Jess confessed their relationship which, at first, i thought was gross. But i guess it's all good, right?
Whats better than my best friend and my brother falling in love?
Me and my best friend falling in love.
End. Whee. Like?
The epilouge will be in Ville's pov. I think its a good idea. *sigh*
Well, comment ladies and gents. <333 April.