Sorry for the delay
Chapter 5
Bams POV
I watched Ville collapse onto the sofa and Jess walk towards Ryan; I chuck my brother the pool cue and sit next to Ville. He winced and I frown, Jenn didn’t hurt him did she?
He seemed to read my mind and he answered.
“She elbowed me in the chest.” I blink and look at Jess who nodded.
“And Jess fucked up his phone.” I chuckle and shake my head at my older brother. The light haired man shrugged and took his shot, potting the black.
“Not my fault, she tried to get in.” I stand up and stretch, feeling an urge to have a cold beer.
“Anyone want a beer?” I offer, watching everyone nod.
“I shouldn’t bother asking.” I mutter as I walk down to the pirate bar, feeling someone walk behind.
I reach into the mini bar and grab the bottles, almost jumping when I felt hands on my hips.
“Relax Bam, we need to talk.” I shuddered, Villes smooth voice made my brain turn to goo.
“About?”
“Us.” I turn to face him and stared confused, what the fuck was he on about?
“Look, I know we’ve been friends for what, four years? And each year it made it harder and harder to not love you. You were always there when I was down, opening up to me when you felt upset or confused. What I’m trying to say Bam is that, I love you. I know it’s very bad timing, with you and Jenn, but I couldn’t hold it in any longer.” I stare unblinking at Ville.
...He loves me? ...
HE loves ME?!
I put the beer bottles on the side and turn to Ville; I smile and saunter over to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pecked his lips.
“I’ve loved you since I met you at the very first HIM concert I went to.” I mutter, resting my head on his shoulder and closing my eyes.
I feel Villes arms wrap themselves around me and I couldn’t have felt more perfect.
Once me and Ville had finished cuddling and kissing, I bring the beers up and spot everyone is smiling.
“What?” I asked as I set the beers on the table with Villes help.
“You two are perfect for each other.” Jess says and I blush. Yes, THE Bam Margera blushes. Jess chuckles and pulls me into a hug.
“I know he’ll be perfect for you little bro, just don’t be too loud.” He mutters and I slap him.
Maybe everything would be alright now.
i didn't quite like this chapter, it seemed a bit ... listy if you get what i mean.
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Chapter 6
That evening, everyone was settled down in front of the TV.
Myself and Ville were snuggled under a heartagram blanket. My head resting on his chest and his arms wrapped around me tightly, making me feel more secure than ever before.
Ryan and Jess were on the recliner next to us, under a CKY fleece blanket, both fast asleep.
I smiled lazily and listened to Villes beating heart, reminding me that this isn’t a dream, that I really was being held by him in an affectionate way. My eyes closed on their own accord, mainly due to the fact that Villes heartbeat was lulling me to sleep. I felt the pressure of lips on top of my head and feel my warm lover move.
Lover, oh my god even though that sounded so lame to me it also sounded so right.
While I’m thinking I feel Ville lift me up but I keep my eyes shut.
“Taking your boyfriend to bed Ville?” I feel the vibrations of Villes chuckle and nuzzle him gently.
“Indeed I am, Raab. I’m gonna put him to bed then head up to my room. I’ll see you guys in the morning.” With mumbled goodnights I feel myself being carried towards my room.
I feel Ville kick the door open and kick it shut again. Why he does that is beyond me, maybe I’ll ask him later.
I feel the warmth of my bed under me but it’s nothing compared to Villes sweet smelling warmth and I whimper, gripping him tightly and opening my eyes.
“Stay, please?” I ask quietly, not caring if I sounded like a little scared kid. I feel Ville grip my hand and watch him sit on the bed.
“You sure?” I nod and drag him to lie down next to me, both of us already stripped to our pyjama bottoms. He lifts the duvet from under us and rests it above us, lifting me up and settling me back down on top of him.
“By the way, why do you keep kicking my door instead of being normal and opening it like a normal person?” I feel more than hear his laughter.
“I’m a lazy person, Bam. And at this moment I’m tired so get that cute ass to sleep before I make you.” I couldn’t help but laugh in return. My eyes began to droop as I listen to Villes breathing, I sigh quietly before falling into a peaceful slumber.
I wake up the next morning and hear quiet whispers, one of them angered and another sad.
“She’s taking this too far now.”
“That stupid little whore left him in utter deep depression! Then she comes crawling back and asks, no demands that she has every right to see him?! Ville she’s out of her mind!”
“Ryan, there’s no point in getting angry about it. All we can do at the moment is keep Bam out her reach and keep him happy.”
I yawn loudly and the whispers hush.
“You know, there’s no point in hiding stuff from me I will find out.” I mumble, opening my eyes and looking up at Ville. The emerald eyed man smiles and pecks my lips.
“Morning sunshine,” I feel Villes hand run across my spine and shiver, letting a slow and deep moan pass my lips.
“Hey! No erotic lovey dovey stuff! My boyfriend is still asleep!” I chuckled and turn to Ryan who is sitting on the chair next to the bed. In his hands was a note and it made me think this was related to their earlier conversation.
“What’s that?”
“A threat from Jenn.” Ville starts, “she’s determined to get back into the spotlight and become famous again. She’s going start using you again Bam and I don’t want that.” I see slight pain and anger in Villes eyes and I grin.
“Like she’s fucking taking me away from you, she can go get fucked by a cow and have cow babies.” Ville laughed along with Ryan and the tension in the room lightened up.
It was now mid morning and seeing it had snowed during the night we decided to stay inside.
The rest of the H.I.M band was arriving at the castle at some point today and of course like normal, Ville was excited to see his old friends again. I chuckled lightly as Ryan jumped over the pool table at Novak. No surprise, nudie was taking the piss out of Ryan.
“Come here you jackass!” I watched the duo run out into the freezing weather and my brother calling him back, giving up afterwards knowing he couldn’t win with him.
The doorbell rang out throughout the house I went to see who else was going to be annoyed.
When I open the door and grin as I see bad bad Mizee grinning at me, Lindé timidly standing behind him along with Burton and Gas. I show them in and watch Villes eyes light up when he spots the band. He jumps over the sofa and pushes Migé to the ground.
“You’re here!” I roll my eyes and shake my head at my boyfriends’ antics. Sometimes I wonder why I had a crush on him.
“No Ville, they’re right over there. I think you should get off of Migé because he’s turning blue.”
The singer stands up and pouts cutely at me.
“You’re so mean to me.”
“You’re mean to Migé, someone has to defend people from your deadly wrath.” Ville huffed and turned his back on me and started to talk with Lindé. Ryan and Novak returned and were shivering from being out in the cold.
“You dipshits don’t do that again. I don’t want to have to wait till spring to kick your asses.”
Everyone in the room laughs and I shake my head, picking up trouble and mischief and heading downstairs to give them some food. I hear footsteps and roll my eyes when I see Ville leaning over the banister.
“Baby, is it alright I get a drink?” I frown and shake my head at Villes pleading.
“Do what you want Ville, it’s you house as much as it is mine now.” I said, filling the kittens bowls up with kitten food and setting it on the counter for them. Tender arms wrap around my stomach lightly and Villes head rests on my shoulder, he starts to sway us to an imaginary beat.
“What’s up?” he whispers in my ear.
“Nothing, just thinking.”
“That’s not a good sign, whatcha thinking about?”
“Just wondering if Jenn would actually try to kill me.”
Bams POV
I watched Ville collapse onto the sofa and Jess walk towards Ryan; I chuck my brother the pool cue and sit next to Ville. He winced and I frown, Jenn didn’t hurt him did she?
He seemed to read my mind and he answered.
“She elbowed me in the chest.” I blink and look at Jess who nodded.
“And Jess fucked up his phone.” I chuckle and shake my head at my older brother. The light haired man shrugged and took his shot, potting the black.
“Not my fault, she tried to get in.” I stand up and stretch, feeling an urge to have a cold beer.
“Anyone want a beer?” I offer, watching everyone nod.
“I shouldn’t bother asking.” I mutter as I walk down to the pirate bar, feeling someone walk behind.
I reach into the mini bar and grab the bottles, almost jumping when I felt hands on my hips.
“Relax Bam, we need to talk.” I shuddered, Villes smooth voice made my brain turn to goo.
“About?”
“Us.” I turn to face him and stared confused, what the fuck was he on about?
“Look, I know we’ve been friends for what, four years? And each year it made it harder and harder to not love you. You were always there when I was down, opening up to me when you felt upset or confused. What I’m trying to say Bam is that, I love you. I know it’s very bad timing, with you and Jenn, but I couldn’t hold it in any longer.” I stare unblinking at Ville.
...He loves me? ...
HE loves ME?!
I put the beer bottles on the side and turn to Ville; I smile and saunter over to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pecked his lips.
“I’ve loved you since I met you at the very first HIM concert I went to.” I mutter, resting my head on his shoulder and closing my eyes.
I feel Villes arms wrap themselves around me and I couldn’t have felt more perfect.
Once me and Ville had finished cuddling and kissing, I bring the beers up and spot everyone is smiling.
“What?” I asked as I set the beers on the table with Villes help.
“You two are perfect for each other.” Jess says and I blush. Yes, THE Bam Margera blushes. Jess chuckles and pulls me into a hug.
“I know he’ll be perfect for you little bro, just don’t be too loud.” He mutters and I slap him.
Maybe everything would be alright now.
i didn't quite like this chapter, it seemed a bit ... listy if you get what i mean.
and
Chapter 6
That evening, everyone was settled down in front of the TV.
Myself and Ville were snuggled under a heartagram blanket. My head resting on his chest and his arms wrapped around me tightly, making me feel more secure than ever before.
Ryan and Jess were on the recliner next to us, under a CKY fleece blanket, both fast asleep.
I smiled lazily and listened to Villes beating heart, reminding me that this isn’t a dream, that I really was being held by him in an affectionate way. My eyes closed on their own accord, mainly due to the fact that Villes heartbeat was lulling me to sleep. I felt the pressure of lips on top of my head and feel my warm lover move.
Lover, oh my god even though that sounded so lame to me it also sounded so right.
While I’m thinking I feel Ville lift me up but I keep my eyes shut.
“Taking your boyfriend to bed Ville?” I feel the vibrations of Villes chuckle and nuzzle him gently.
“Indeed I am, Raab. I’m gonna put him to bed then head up to my room. I’ll see you guys in the morning.” With mumbled goodnights I feel myself being carried towards my room.
I feel Ville kick the door open and kick it shut again. Why he does that is beyond me, maybe I’ll ask him later.
I feel the warmth of my bed under me but it’s nothing compared to Villes sweet smelling warmth and I whimper, gripping him tightly and opening my eyes.
“Stay, please?” I ask quietly, not caring if I sounded like a little scared kid. I feel Ville grip my hand and watch him sit on the bed.
“You sure?” I nod and drag him to lie down next to me, both of us already stripped to our pyjama bottoms. He lifts the duvet from under us and rests it above us, lifting me up and settling me back down on top of him.
“By the way, why do you keep kicking my door instead of being normal and opening it like a normal person?” I feel more than hear his laughter.
“I’m a lazy person, Bam. And at this moment I’m tired so get that cute ass to sleep before I make you.” I couldn’t help but laugh in return. My eyes began to droop as I listen to Villes breathing, I sigh quietly before falling into a peaceful slumber.
I wake up the next morning and hear quiet whispers, one of them angered and another sad.
“She’s taking this too far now.”
“That stupid little whore left him in utter deep depression! Then she comes crawling back and asks, no demands that she has every right to see him?! Ville she’s out of her mind!”
“Ryan, there’s no point in getting angry about it. All we can do at the moment is keep Bam out her reach and keep him happy.”
I yawn loudly and the whispers hush.
“You know, there’s no point in hiding stuff from me I will find out.” I mumble, opening my eyes and looking up at Ville. The emerald eyed man smiles and pecks my lips.
“Morning sunshine,” I feel Villes hand run across my spine and shiver, letting a slow and deep moan pass my lips.
“Hey! No erotic lovey dovey stuff! My boyfriend is still asleep!” I chuckled and turn to Ryan who is sitting on the chair next to the bed. In his hands was a note and it made me think this was related to their earlier conversation.
“What’s that?”
“A threat from Jenn.” Ville starts, “she’s determined to get back into the spotlight and become famous again. She’s going start using you again Bam and I don’t want that.” I see slight pain and anger in Villes eyes and I grin.
“Like she’s fucking taking me away from you, she can go get fucked by a cow and have cow babies.” Ville laughed along with Ryan and the tension in the room lightened up.
It was now mid morning and seeing it had snowed during the night we decided to stay inside.
The rest of the H.I.M band was arriving at the castle at some point today and of course like normal, Ville was excited to see his old friends again. I chuckled lightly as Ryan jumped over the pool table at Novak. No surprise, nudie was taking the piss out of Ryan.
“Come here you jackass!” I watched the duo run out into the freezing weather and my brother calling him back, giving up afterwards knowing he couldn’t win with him.
The doorbell rang out throughout the house I went to see who else was going to be annoyed.
When I open the door and grin as I see bad bad Mizee grinning at me, Lindé timidly standing behind him along with Burton and Gas. I show them in and watch Villes eyes light up when he spots the band. He jumps over the sofa and pushes Migé to the ground.
“You’re here!” I roll my eyes and shake my head at my boyfriends’ antics. Sometimes I wonder why I had a crush on him.
“No Ville, they’re right over there. I think you should get off of Migé because he’s turning blue.”
The singer stands up and pouts cutely at me.
“You’re so mean to me.”
“You’re mean to Migé, someone has to defend people from your deadly wrath.” Ville huffed and turned his back on me and started to talk with Lindé. Ryan and Novak returned and were shivering from being out in the cold.
“You dipshits don’t do that again. I don’t want to have to wait till spring to kick your asses.”
Everyone in the room laughs and I shake my head, picking up trouble and mischief and heading downstairs to give them some food. I hear footsteps and roll my eyes when I see Ville leaning over the banister.
“Baby, is it alright I get a drink?” I frown and shake my head at Villes pleading.
“Do what you want Ville, it’s you house as much as it is mine now.” I said, filling the kittens bowls up with kitten food and setting it on the counter for them. Tender arms wrap around my stomach lightly and Villes head rests on my shoulder, he starts to sway us to an imaginary beat.
“What’s up?” he whispers in my ear.
“Nothing, just thinking.”
“That’s not a good sign, whatcha thinking about?”
“Just wondering if Jenn would actually try to kill me.”