It's Too Hard To Grieve--chapter 12
Title- It's too Hard to Grieve
Author- nyphetamine666
Rating- G-PG(the rating will change as the story progresses)
Pairing- VAM
Summary- Ville's lost everything back in Finland. He comes to america and moves into Bam's home. A small question filled argument leads to a passionate kiss. Will they confess feelings, or pretend it never happened? will it lead down a path of happiness or sorrow? how will they deal with ville's problems? What will they do when Ville finds out he's a father?
*links to previous chapters behind the cut*
And click this cut to view my completed story, VAMpires
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*chapter one*----http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1383953.html
*chapter two*----http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1396275.html
*chapter three*--http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1400598.html#cutid1
*chapter four*---http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1425397.html#cutid1
*chapter five*---http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1440437.html#cutid1
*chapter six*----http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1453166.html#cutid1
*chapter seven*--http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1471346.html#cutid1
*chapter eight*--http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1515834.html
*chapter nine*---http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1550742.html
*chapter ten*----http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1645540.html#cutid1
*chapter eleven*-http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2093074.html#cutid1
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This chapter is really short, so sorry in advance. i have writers block and an artistic block so i'm not able to draw at the moment which is killing me
Chapter 12
Later that week, after Ville got a much-needed hair cut, they found themselves in Finland. They were going to check into a hotel until Ville called Mige to inform him they had made it safely. He told them to come to his home and stay there instead, he didn’t mention to Ville that he was babysitting for Jonna for a couple days while she dealt with some stuff for MTV.
When the finally arrived at Mige’s it was getting dark outside. “Come on in guys,” Mige said as he moved aside so they could walk through the door, luggage in hand. After about 30 minutes of catching up on each other lives, Mige decided it was time to tell Ville about Eeva being in the house. “Umm so Ville, did you come back to Finland just to see Eeva?” Ville nodded his head and Mige chuckled lightly, “well then do I have a surprise for you.” Mige motioned for Bam and Ville to follow him up the stairs.
They stopped at the top of the staircase, “ok you two, straight down the hall, the door to the left. It’s a big surprise,” both Bam and Ville looked at him questioningly but walked to the room. When the opened the door they couldn’t see anything because the lights were off, Ville walked forward and tripped over something laying on the floor. Bam flipped the light switch and looked away from the wall to the crib placed on the opposite end of the room. Ville hoisted himself from the floor cursing softly at Mige for not picking the place up. Ville’s thought’s stopped when he heard the giggling of a little child fill the room. Ville looked up from the floor, his wide eyes settling on the little child her recognized as Eeva. Ville could feel his knees growing weak, his eyes rolled back behind his fluttering eyelids as he blacked out, falling to the floor.
Bam stopped gawking at the little girl trying to maneuver her way out of the crib and rushed over to Ville. “Ville, Ville! Wake up!” Bam shook Ville slightly before picking him up in his arms and carrying the unconscious Finn out to the living room. After laying Ville out on the couch Bam walked back in Eeva’s room, carefully dodging baby toys and other items he reached the crib. The little girl held her arms out in front of herself, bobbing up and down as if she had ants in her pants.
Bam studied the child in front of him. She had light brown hair that fell in soft curls around her chubby face. Her big bright green eyes surrounded by black lashes, a light blue pacifier in her mouth. Bam couldn’t stop but think about how this child resembled Ville in almost most every aspect as he picked Eeva out of her crib and walking back out into the living room.
When Ville opened his eyes he glanced around the room, paintings and other decorative items scattered the deep green walls. He sat up slowly on the cushioned surface, “looks like someone’s finally up,” Bam laughed as Ville shot him the finger not bothering to look in his direction. A sharp gasp irrupted in the room yanking Ville’s eyes to the adjacent couch, Bam had his large hands covering Eeva’s eyes, “not in front of the kid,” Ville couldn’t help but smile when Eeva started laughing while trying to pry Bam’s hands of her face.
The look on Ville’s face told Bam he wanted to hold Eeva, “here Ville, I think she’s getting bored with me,” Bam joked as he stood and made his way to Ville with Eeva in his arms. “Bam no…wait I-I’m not,” Ville shut up when Bam placed Eeva on his lap, almost immediately the little girl clung to Ville. Bam watched the heart felt scene as Eeva placed her small chubby hands on Ville’s face, squishing his cheeks hard enough to make his lips pucker up. They all giggled when Ville placed his nose to Eeva’s only to have her back away and laugh before they repeated the process a couple of times.
Hours passed without notice as Bam and Ville played with Eeva, Mige watched the whole thing laughing time to time. In the blink of an eye Ville was fast asleep on the black couch, Eeva sleeping soundly on his chest, the Finn’s index finger loosely clutched in her small hand. Mige and Bam looked at the scene before them, “it’s almost like they’ve been together since the day she was born y’know, like Eeva knows Ville’s her dad…” Bam said out of the blue. “It does doesn’t it, I feel guilty because over the 2 years since the band broke up…I’ve hated Ville for something he never did. Because of Jonna’s stupid lies, I’ve hated my best friend for absolutely no reason,” Bam placed a reassuring hand on the bearded man’s shoulder.
“Don’t feel bad dude, there’s nothing you could have done about it. When you told Ville about Eeva his whole outlook on life changed,” Mige stared at him questioningly. “He was doing heroin, cutting, drinking, and smoking like a damn chimney. He was doing everything possible to kill himself, hell since we got here I haven’t seen him touch a cigarette or any booze. I watched him throw his drugs out in my yard back home. He’s changed. He has something to live for now.”
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comments= mass herds of zombies....BRAINS!!!!
Author- nyphetamine666
Rating- G-PG(the rating will change as the story progresses)
Pairing- VAM
Summary- Ville's lost everything back in Finland. He comes to america and moves into Bam's home. A small question filled argument leads to a passionate kiss. Will they confess feelings, or pretend it never happened? will it lead down a path of happiness or sorrow? how will they deal with ville's problems? What will they do when Ville finds out he's a father?
*links to previous chapters behind the cut*
And click this cut to view my completed story, VAMpires
---------------------------------------------------------
*chapter one*----http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1383953.html
*chapter two*----http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1396275.html
*chapter three*--http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1400598.html#cutid1
*chapter four*---http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1425397.html#cutid1
*chapter five*---http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1440437.html#cutid1
*chapter six*----http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1453166.html#cutid1
*chapter seven*--http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1471346.html#cutid1
*chapter eight*--http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1515834.html
*chapter nine*---http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1550742.html
*chapter ten*----http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/1645540.html#cutid1
*chapter eleven*-http://community.livejournal.com/__vam/2093074.html#cutid1
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This chapter is really short, so sorry in advance. i have writers block and an artistic block so i'm not able to draw at the moment which is killing me
Chapter 12
Later that week, after Ville got a much-needed hair cut, they found themselves in Finland. They were going to check into a hotel until Ville called Mige to inform him they had made it safely. He told them to come to his home and stay there instead, he didn’t mention to Ville that he was babysitting for Jonna for a couple days while she dealt with some stuff for MTV.
When the finally arrived at Mige’s it was getting dark outside. “Come on in guys,” Mige said as he moved aside so they could walk through the door, luggage in hand. After about 30 minutes of catching up on each other lives, Mige decided it was time to tell Ville about Eeva being in the house. “Umm so Ville, did you come back to Finland just to see Eeva?” Ville nodded his head and Mige chuckled lightly, “well then do I have a surprise for you.” Mige motioned for Bam and Ville to follow him up the stairs.
They stopped at the top of the staircase, “ok you two, straight down the hall, the door to the left. It’s a big surprise,” both Bam and Ville looked at him questioningly but walked to the room. When the opened the door they couldn’t see anything because the lights were off, Ville walked forward and tripped over something laying on the floor. Bam flipped the light switch and looked away from the wall to the crib placed on the opposite end of the room. Ville hoisted himself from the floor cursing softly at Mige for not picking the place up. Ville’s thought’s stopped when he heard the giggling of a little child fill the room. Ville looked up from the floor, his wide eyes settling on the little child her recognized as Eeva. Ville could feel his knees growing weak, his eyes rolled back behind his fluttering eyelids as he blacked out, falling to the floor.
Bam stopped gawking at the little girl trying to maneuver her way out of the crib and rushed over to Ville. “Ville, Ville! Wake up!” Bam shook Ville slightly before picking him up in his arms and carrying the unconscious Finn out to the living room. After laying Ville out on the couch Bam walked back in Eeva’s room, carefully dodging baby toys and other items he reached the crib. The little girl held her arms out in front of herself, bobbing up and down as if she had ants in her pants.
Bam studied the child in front of him. She had light brown hair that fell in soft curls around her chubby face. Her big bright green eyes surrounded by black lashes, a light blue pacifier in her mouth. Bam couldn’t stop but think about how this child resembled Ville in almost most every aspect as he picked Eeva out of her crib and walking back out into the living room.
When Ville opened his eyes he glanced around the room, paintings and other decorative items scattered the deep green walls. He sat up slowly on the cushioned surface, “looks like someone’s finally up,” Bam laughed as Ville shot him the finger not bothering to look in his direction. A sharp gasp irrupted in the room yanking Ville’s eyes to the adjacent couch, Bam had his large hands covering Eeva’s eyes, “not in front of the kid,” Ville couldn’t help but smile when Eeva started laughing while trying to pry Bam’s hands of her face.
The look on Ville’s face told Bam he wanted to hold Eeva, “here Ville, I think she’s getting bored with me,” Bam joked as he stood and made his way to Ville with Eeva in his arms. “Bam no…wait I-I’m not,” Ville shut up when Bam placed Eeva on his lap, almost immediately the little girl clung to Ville. Bam watched the heart felt scene as Eeva placed her small chubby hands on Ville’s face, squishing his cheeks hard enough to make his lips pucker up. They all giggled when Ville placed his nose to Eeva’s only to have her back away and laugh before they repeated the process a couple of times.
Hours passed without notice as Bam and Ville played with Eeva, Mige watched the whole thing laughing time to time. In the blink of an eye Ville was fast asleep on the black couch, Eeva sleeping soundly on his chest, the Finn’s index finger loosely clutched in her small hand. Mige and Bam looked at the scene before them, “it’s almost like they’ve been together since the day she was born y’know, like Eeva knows Ville’s her dad…” Bam said out of the blue. “It does doesn’t it, I feel guilty because over the 2 years since the band broke up…I’ve hated Ville for something he never did. Because of Jonna’s stupid lies, I’ve hated my best friend for absolutely no reason,” Bam placed a reassuring hand on the bearded man’s shoulder.
“Don’t feel bad dude, there’s nothing you could have done about it. When you told Ville about Eeva his whole outlook on life changed,” Mige stared at him questioningly. “He was doing heroin, cutting, drinking, and smoking like a damn chimney. He was doing everything possible to kill himself, hell since we got here I haven’t seen him touch a cigarette or any booze. I watched him throw his drugs out in my yard back home. He’s changed. He has something to live for now.”
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comments= mass herds of zombies....BRAINS!!!!