need you . dream you . find you . taste you . fuck you . use you . scar you . break you . ♥
i don't know if i like how my journals always end up being semi-public . today was bad up until last period i was in a pretty cranky mood .tonight was as fun as a nervousless friday night can possibly be . ha first we went to a dollar store and there was SO MUCH GIRAFFE STUFF ! then we went to burlington coat factory and i bought a huge yellow xoxo purse and i love it alot alot . then stop&shop . boring .
it sucks because i care about a specific boy so much . hopefully i'll just get over him again . and i wont have to deal with all this love nonsense because i'd much rather not care , then care & be jealous . but really , dammit - how many times have i 'gotten over him' ? apparently i'm doing a bad job .
i really hate when people who know nothing act like they know everything . i'm not stubborn , if i'm wrong i'll admit it . but if you argue with me about stupid nonsense , just for the sake of arguing - i'm not gonna stop until i'm proven right & i usually am because i admit when i'm wrong . so while you think you're funny , i'm just adding you to my long list of people i can't stand . & then there's the people who think they know you & they don't . for example , you're telling someone exactly every emotion you are feeling - thinking this person is gonna be there for you . then BAM . they interrupt you & say "yeah i know exactly how you feel - one time when my blah blah blah . blah blah . 10 hours later . blah ." then , you reply . "no , that isn't even close to what i was saying , you dipshit ." then , there are friends that you can be around - and not feel pressured to be something you aren't . and you can be totally yourself because they will love you no matter what . &when you're upset , they know exactly what to do and say . &they know that you'll always do the same for them . friends like that are hard to come by , luckily i have a few . &they aren't going anywhere anytime soon . <3
pictures ?
yah .
&this one is just randomly found on my computer .
it sucks because i care about a specific boy so much . hopefully i'll just get over him again . and i wont have to deal with all this love nonsense because i'd much rather not care , then care & be jealous . but really , dammit - how many times have i 'gotten over him' ? apparently i'm doing a bad job .
i really hate when people who know nothing act like they know everything . i'm not stubborn , if i'm wrong i'll admit it . but if you argue with me about stupid nonsense , just for the sake of arguing - i'm not gonna stop until i'm proven right & i usually am because i admit when i'm wrong . so while you think you're funny , i'm just adding you to my long list of people i can't stand . & then there's the people who think they know you & they don't . for example , you're telling someone exactly every emotion you are feeling - thinking this person is gonna be there for you . then BAM . they interrupt you & say "yeah i know exactly how you feel - one time when my blah blah blah . blah blah . 10 hours later . blah ." then , you reply . "no , that isn't even close to what i was saying , you dipshit ." then , there are friends that you can be around - and not feel pressured to be something you aren't . and you can be totally yourself because they will love you no matter what . &when you're upset , they know exactly what to do and say . &they know that you'll always do the same for them . friends like that are hard to come by , luckily i have a few . &they aren't going anywhere anytime soon . <3
pictures ?
yah .
&this one is just randomly found on my computer .