i'd sell my soul for anything . anything but you .
i feel like a public entry . i dont know why . im eating chips i missed them alot over those sad few days when i couldnt eat . well today both of my last stitches came out so i can pretty much go back to living regularly i think . chewing gum hurts after a while so i'll only chew it when necesarry which is all the time . and chips get stuck in the holes in my mouth and thats gross . i hope the holes close up soon because it's a pain in the ass . my stomach is grumbling like never before haha . today was an ok day . besides stupid mcas ughh . we stayed in class for an extra hour and like everyone was done . and my dumb cd player of course the batteries died . when i listen to number 13 on with teeth it makes me think of a specific person named nervous . i dont remember the name of the song . like i get flashbacks and its like a movie in my head . i'm not sure if i like it . i miss him . me and yana had a fun conversation in history today . it was awesome we were like blushing , you know when you're blushing it's a good conversation . while i was walking home from school a bee landed on my face . i was scared . and then it was on my shirt and i died right then and there . it was staring at me like it was gonna kill me . yesterday i was browsing the interweb and i found a website about zombies , it was a survival guide . it makes me feel safe . well not really at all it just scares me more that the world is going to be overcome by zombies someday soon because hell has to be full now . wow i've lost my mind haven't i . this is why i don't post public entries because they're always insane . i wanna take a bubble bath . i will in a few minutes . i don't wanna take math mcas because i know nothing about math i suck at it and i will fail for sure . it's always best to think positive but that doesn't ever work with me . oh and i think in my last public entry i wrote some nonsense about me not caring about the opposite sex for some time . and yeah that changed because i suck . and well that member of the opposite sex sucks as well . and he complicates me but i love him for it . &i absolutely love life as corny as that is . but yeah i believe in my last public entry i also said good things find you when you aren't looking for them . and i'm living proof . that is so true . i'm in one of those moods where i'm really tired and really hyper and i just don't know what to do with myself . i can't tell if i'm making another mistake that i'm going to regret . i only regret one thing i have done in the past . and it was a few months ago and it was dumb because the person involved made me miserable . i have this completely random song on my computer . i'm in love with it i don't know who sings it though . i tried to download a song off the new nin before it came out and i ended up with this totally random song about zombies . i love it . zombies , again , see . it's soon . the song is such a wumpscut ripoff at the beginning . this was longer than expected . i think it's time to take a bath . beyotch .