Apr 24, 2013 11:14
Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day,
You fritter and waste the hours in an offhand way.
Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town,
Waiting for someone or something to show you the way.
And then one day you find ten years have got behind you.
No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun.
I can barely put in the words, the past month.
And maybe that's the best part of it. The focus isn't necessarily on words, but moreso on how I feel and the fact that I am able to feel. There has been this constant tingle of energy that I simply haven't felt in the longest of times. Burst of happy and sad and insight and clarity and self-awareness.
And for the first time in what seems forever, I am simply so grateful to be alive.
There is change coming, I can feel it.
And I'm trying my absolute hardest, not to be scared.
Me, and you.
God only knows it's not what we would choose to do.