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life is filled with remarkable things, but it takes those who are worth it to notice.
if it were up to me, this place would be overflowing.
i stand up straight, close to edge. on the verge of jumping. and i realize that it's not worth the fall. why subside to weakness? you get out what you put in. nothing will ever be perfect and you can't choose what lies swarm around you or what deception brings you down.. but you have a choice on the people you surround yourself with. sometimes you only have bitterness and hate to pull you through the day.. who is to say you aren't supposed to have angst towards others? i have been put in a position where i can only feel abhorrence for nearly every person i come across. everyone is filled with want and need for only themselves. selfishness and narcissism are the root of my fucking disgust. i feel my throat tighten as i sit here and admit to my faults.. but isn't that what makes us stronger people? anyone can broadcast their mistakes. but it's a better person who can accept that they fucked up and move on with their life. someone who is willing and ready for change. life is reparation. life is mistake with personal growth.
despite my struggles, my smile still pulls back like curtains every day.
i will make it and you can't break me.. but i can assure you if you try it will only benefit me.
if it were up to me, this place would be overflowing.
i stand up straight, close to edge. on the verge of jumping. and i realize that it's not worth the fall. why subside to weakness? you get out what you put in. nothing will ever be perfect and you can't choose what lies swarm around you or what deception brings you down.. but you have a choice on the people you surround yourself with. sometimes you only have bitterness and hate to pull you through the day.. who is to say you aren't supposed to have angst towards others? i have been put in a position where i can only feel abhorrence for nearly every person i come across. everyone is filled with want and need for only themselves. selfishness and narcissism are the root of my fucking disgust. i feel my throat tighten as i sit here and admit to my faults.. but isn't that what makes us stronger people? anyone can broadcast their mistakes. but it's a better person who can accept that they fucked up and move on with their life. someone who is willing and ready for change. life is reparation. life is mistake with personal growth.
despite my struggles, my smile still pulls back like curtains every day.
i will make it and you can't break me.. but i can assure you if you try it will only benefit me.