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WOW. it seems like it's been forever since i've been on here.
and it really has.
it's kind of depressing, seeing as though a few months ago i updated every day with news that was important (atleast to me)..
but for the longest time i havn't felt like anything was worth updating anyone on.
i guess that could be for a few reasons.. either i don't give a fuck about people knowing what goes on in my life, because the people that do matter know from me telling them personally or i just didn't give a fuck period. i'm sure you can guess which.
but. things have changed, drastically. and are still on the move.
i've been fixing alot of things..and making a few minor changed here and there.
with each negative, comes 3 positives.
i have never dealt well to change but this time alot of it was my own choice. so i'm kind of forced with living with my days that are full of adjusting.
i feel kind of sick. headache, empty feeling in my stomach and shaking to an extent. it happens alot lately which is bothersome. my dad keeps a bottle of ibuprofen in his pocket daily to get rid of his headaches. yay!
for the past month or so..my taste on clothing has changed. not dramatically but it has. and changed more so over the past week. i love maturing and finding new things about yourself out everyday. it makes me smile, but what doesn't.
i also, cut my hair again. new bangs and shit. it's cute. and i've stretched my septum up to an 8. putting a plug in it hopefully tomorrow and going up to a 6 soon. getting my monroe repierced as well. excited.
i'm sorry if you read all of that.
and it really has.
it's kind of depressing, seeing as though a few months ago i updated every day with news that was important (atleast to me)..
but for the longest time i havn't felt like anything was worth updating anyone on.
i guess that could be for a few reasons.. either i don't give a fuck about people knowing what goes on in my life, because the people that do matter know from me telling them personally or i just didn't give a fuck period. i'm sure you can guess which.
but. things have changed, drastically. and are still on the move.
i've been fixing alot of things..and making a few minor changed here and there.
with each negative, comes 3 positives.
i have never dealt well to change but this time alot of it was my own choice. so i'm kind of forced with living with my days that are full of adjusting.
i feel kind of sick. headache, empty feeling in my stomach and shaking to an extent. it happens alot lately which is bothersome. my dad keeps a bottle of ibuprofen in his pocket daily to get rid of his headaches. yay!
for the past month or so..my taste on clothing has changed. not dramatically but it has. and changed more so over the past week. i love maturing and finding new things about yourself out everyday. it makes me smile, but what doesn't.
i also, cut my hair again. new bangs and shit. it's cute. and i've stretched my septum up to an 8. putting a plug in it hopefully tomorrow and going up to a 6 soon. getting my monroe repierced as well. excited.
i'm sorry if you read all of that.