Nov 07, 2005 17:00
So I was at Borders yesterday in the drama section when it hit me: what the fuck am I doing? Do I even like this? Do I even have an ounce of talent for this? And the answers were: I have no clue, who knows, and no.
I went to the Switchfoot concert not expecting to be too excited, but as soon as Jon Foreman hit the stage of course I started hyperventilating and flippin' out-- even more than when I saw Bono. I guess that Jon Foreman has changed my life more than anyone ever.
But Switchfoot weekend was good. It made me realize how crappy your past could be, but how you can forget all that and make life good. Like Punky Brewster/Lindsay. I say screw the past. It's just a story that doesn't have to apply to me.
And who says I have to worry about the future? Screw getting into a good college. I really don't give a damn. Everything's going to come out okay. It always does.
"Uncertainty can be a guiding light." - Bono