Nov 08, 2004 12:34
actual date.. monday 4th october
so feelin fucking shit today. i dont know why, but i am.
nothing seems to be going right, i hate it.
im sat here half dressed and waiting to go to school - already 3 hours late - i will have 2 lesssons then come home and do so much fucking work. whats the pissing point. then i wont even begin to get onto thre whole topic of perhaps being the most lonely i have ever been.
i just dont want to be here