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ug i hate this.. i hate that when everything is perfect i have to find someway to screw it up. something always has to be going wrong for me. its a curse i swear. i just hate this
this weekend was probably the best weekend of my entire life. everything was set aside, i was dancing and haveing fun and happy. i couldnt stop smileing all day at school today because everyone was commenting on how well me and ed looked together, and how gorgeous i looked in my dress, then to hear about casey and kristen and their fairy tale like weekends, and learning that this is the seniors last full week in high school, and this friday is the last friday in school. everything was just amazing all weekend.
and now everything just feels like its coming to an end. i have somehow found a way to crash all of my happy thoughts. idk whats wrong with me. i need to learn to not take everything to heart and learn to just go with my gut, with my open and honest feelings, no matter what, think of the glass half full all the time. i think i can do that. it will be like a new diet! lol.. i can do it! lol
im very happy to hear that everyone had loads of fun at prom tho. and that Mrs. Randalls baby is doing soo well. i cant wait to see her. Ben is super cute!
another sad thing is that Rookie is leaving on Wednesday. you will be very very much missed! Brandy i am here for you hunny! i love love you. good luck Rook!
ne ways.. i just thought i should get my thoughts out now.. plus i havent written in this thing in forever...
xoxo later
this weekend was probably the best weekend of my entire life. everything was set aside, i was dancing and haveing fun and happy. i couldnt stop smileing all day at school today because everyone was commenting on how well me and ed looked together, and how gorgeous i looked in my dress, then to hear about casey and kristen and their fairy tale like weekends, and learning that this is the seniors last full week in high school, and this friday is the last friday in school. everything was just amazing all weekend.
and now everything just feels like its coming to an end. i have somehow found a way to crash all of my happy thoughts. idk whats wrong with me. i need to learn to not take everything to heart and learn to just go with my gut, with my open and honest feelings, no matter what, think of the glass half full all the time. i think i can do that. it will be like a new diet! lol.. i can do it! lol
im very happy to hear that everyone had loads of fun at prom tho. and that Mrs. Randalls baby is doing soo well. i cant wait to see her. Ben is super cute!
another sad thing is that Rookie is leaving on Wednesday. you will be very very much missed! Brandy i am here for you hunny! i love love you. good luck Rook!
ne ways.. i just thought i should get my thoughts out now.. plus i havent written in this thing in forever...
xoxo later