Queen of Cups (Upside Down)

[__shade__]

Any one who knows a little about Tarot (the set I have is Celtic but I think for the most part it’s universal) knows were I’m going with this. Midway through my last relation ship, I was playing with my tarot cards, doing a reading for both of us, something I haven’t done in years. She drew the queen of cups upside down, which got laid down in the

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[purplestain]

ok What is sad is that I have already heard this on the phone from you, but when you wrote about it you were a bit more descriptive. Any ways like I said Melissa is bad news. And unfortunently you now have to deal with the reprocutions. Even though you really didn't do anything to deserve it. Melissa has both personalities of the Queen of Cups upside down. If you think about it. Like when you did the readings the first time. The QofC was in the 6th position, the challenge/obstacle spot. Which was presented when you got the phone number of her friend. Melissa then used it to get mad at you. You had mentioned that her ex cheated on her and was not that good to her. Those things can cause depression and make her despondent or have a low self esteem problem. If she knows anything about the things you favor in women Melissa could have seen her friend as a threat, and you getting her number did not help. Then you were nice enough to stay Melissa's friend when she did break up with you. Things got a little close. You two were feeling comfortable, and then Melissa pulls a guy out of no where and is dating him. Yet she still wants control over you. Which bings in the second version of the QofC which is that she wants to keep you for herself and is jealouse of the fact that you are moving on and want other girls. There for she is doing the normal girl thing of ruining any possible relationship that you might be able to get into. The only thing you can do is wait out the time till she leaves, or you can fight fire with fire. Well call me. I have to run

[__shade__]

No she cheated on her ex, but yeah he wasn’t good to her. At lest that’s what she said. And now she is dating a new guy, because the fagot ass bitch that can’t shake hands apparently went psycho on her. Talking about wanting to fall in love and get married. Come on they only seen each other for 2 weeks or so. I told her im glad she with some one else cause I didn’t like the guy cause he could give a good handshake.
Her counter was ‘well he is a nice guy. And he had a troubled pass, that he is trying to change’ which some how relates to losing his nuts somewhere if he can shake a hand. I had a trouble pass to, that I deal with yet im still a man who can give a good had shake. It comes down to self-control.
As far as fighting fire with fire, not my style, well in this matter. I now it’s going to be hard to replace a guy like me. Im a rare breed of man, especially in the city. That knowledge is all I need so I will sit it out and wait till she gone if I have to. Beside every time I smile at her, and twinkle my eyes at her, it twist the knife she stuck in her own chest a little more. Also I found out last night that she doesn’t like talking with me any more cause I “stare” at her. In other words I look her in the eyes, and don’t break contact until we are done talking. Hmm sounds like the sign of a guilty person. :-p

[purplestain]

The soft hand snapped? Well hmm that is kinda funny. Didn't she origonaly dump you because you did not want to get serrious? Well there was her chance :P. Just messen. I know you don't do the fire with fire. I was just stating the fact that it is an option when you need it. Well, I hope that while waiting it out till she is gone, you do not miss an opportunity to find the right girl. HAHA sorry I am being a pain in the ass right now. I will talk to you laters. HUGS

[__shade__]

you a pain in the ass never. Now this is funny but i saw her and mushy hands back together. I wounder if it had anyhting to do with me saying i didnt like him. OH well.
I bumped in to the goth chick, emilly is her name. I was talking to one of her friends and she came over and said sorry to interupt but hows things with david going, you guys gone out on the big date. unfortunetly i think she was doing this becuase her friend was looking for a way out... heh so much fun in seattle!