Queen of Cups (Upside Down)
Any one who knows a little about Tarot (the set I have is Celtic but I think for the most part it’s universal) knows were I’m going with this. Midway through my last relation ship, I was playing with my tarot cards, doing a reading for both of us, something I haven’t done in years. She drew the queen of cups upside down, which got laid down in the 7th position of the cross, psychological influence spot. When I did mine I drew it in the 6th position, the challenge/obstacle spot. Interesting, not so much as the fact twice in a row we BOTH drew the QofC upside down. No, what is interesting is that, I just did one for my self, the night that every thing ended between us, I drew it again in 8th spot! That represents the present environment spot! What the hell?!? Some of you guys are going what the big point about the QofC upside down... I don’t get it. This is what it is: There are two types of QofC in the reversed position. The first suggest a woman who is prone to depression and is becoming despondent when she loses hope. If things take a turn for the worst, she sometimes finds is hard to grasp any sense of hope for the future. The second image of the QofC in reversed suggests vain, flirtatious women who take rejection very personally. However, if the QofC is rebuffed, she becomes vindictive and seeks revenge for the deep sense of rejection she feels.
Now why am I talking about this, well ill tell you. The first time we hand a major break down in our relationship, was a few months ago when I met one of her class mates fairly attractive Asian CONSERVITIVE female. We had a lot in common so we got along nicely. I got her phone number for one simple reason, she clamed to be the greatest thing to hit a foosball sense, well plastic men. Now come on, my friends, you all know me and the table go way back. Ahh, good times back home kicking people asses one handed against teams. So of course I responded to her challenge, we just needed a table. We didn’t know were there was one in Seattle. Well she saw me get the Number she freaked out. My line of thought is I didn’t hide it I didn’t deny. Because I wasn’t trying to play any one. But there were other reasons why she wanted to pick a fight that night she just need a reason. Also and I find this funny, the foosball female is now avoiding me. Sure it could be said she didn’t want to be in the middle of it. But she walked home with us that was how we met, she used to walk home with Melissa and needed some one to do so that night. And we were laughing, talking, and teasing Melissa for being a liberal. We were getting along so any thought of not wanting to get in the middle was not present at that time. Then I tried to talk to her a week later and she like ignores me. What the Hell?!? She goes from telling me that she has foosball undies, to ignoring me... how this could come about I don’t know, unless Melissa said some thing... hmm. Sure you can say something else happened.
Situation two, most resonantly I was talking to this fine ass woman. She the first Goth chick that I’m like “damn”. There is no other way to put it but “Damn” and when we first started to talk room with the lights off (the common room) but the laundry room lights coming in through the big winds which lightly light the room. I was sitting on the couch facing the windows, and she was on the pool table, facing the 90 degrease the other way, but turning at the chest to face me to talk. The way the light lit the room it gave off a very, soft, and blue hue light. This was from the TV. Like I was said I’m on the couch, she’s on the pool table bright florescent lights through the window gave her an unnatural beauty, agelletic (sp?)But the blue soft light really, really accentuated her face and her breast. It really did make her look prettier then when I saw her in harder light. Not saying in hard light she bad looking… noo she still… DAMN in hard light. As you were, we are in the lobby. She had a female friend come up for the week (for the Sakura Con this up coming weekend) And my roommate tells he’s going over to his friend at the other dorm for hallo 2 online, wants me to come cause its my game they want to use. So I go grab my stuff, flirt with the girls a little more while they smoke. Sure as shit, Melissa walk through the lobby to the elevators. Like an idiot, I give them my Room number, but seeing Melissa throws me off my game and I forget to get theirs. And you all know how my memory with names is, bad. I remember her nick name, “the evil one” she had two plush Inuasha (sp?) dolls that we were talking about. So anyhow, Melissa comes in, guys are down smoking, the girls wish me happy hunting, they get in the elevator with Melissa. And know what, I haven seen them. What the Hell?!? This just makes me think about the Queen of cups. Was the card right, not once but three times, in just as many reading. Is it possible that its batting 100%. I’ve had a few freaky readings with these cards, with people I never knew, just asked me to do it cause I was playing with them.
Now why am I talking about this, well ill tell you. The first time we hand a major break down in our relationship, was a few months ago when I met one of her class mates fairly attractive Asian CONSERVITIVE female. We had a lot in common so we got along nicely. I got her phone number for one simple reason, she clamed to be the greatest thing to hit a foosball sense, well plastic men. Now come on, my friends, you all know me and the table go way back. Ahh, good times back home kicking people asses one handed against teams. So of course I responded to her challenge, we just needed a table. We didn’t know were there was one in Seattle. Well she saw me get the Number she freaked out. My line of thought is I didn’t hide it I didn’t deny. Because I wasn’t trying to play any one. But there were other reasons why she wanted to pick a fight that night she just need a reason. Also and I find this funny, the foosball female is now avoiding me. Sure it could be said she didn’t want to be in the middle of it. But she walked home with us that was how we met, she used to walk home with Melissa and needed some one to do so that night. And we were laughing, talking, and teasing Melissa for being a liberal. We were getting along so any thought of not wanting to get in the middle was not present at that time. Then I tried to talk to her a week later and she like ignores me. What the Hell?!? She goes from telling me that she has foosball undies, to ignoring me... how this could come about I don’t know, unless Melissa said some thing... hmm. Sure you can say something else happened.
Situation two, most resonantly I was talking to this fine ass woman. She the first Goth chick that I’m like “damn”. There is no other way to put it but “Damn” and when we first started to talk room with the lights off (the common room) but the laundry room lights coming in through the big winds which lightly light the room. I was sitting on the couch facing the windows, and she was on the pool table, facing the 90 degrease the other way, but turning at the chest to face me to talk. The way the light lit the room it gave off a very, soft, and blue hue light. This was from the TV. Like I was said I’m on the couch, she’s on the pool table bright florescent lights through the window gave her an unnatural beauty, agelletic (sp?)But the blue soft light really, really accentuated her face and her breast. It really did make her look prettier then when I saw her in harder light. Not saying in hard light she bad looking… noo she still… DAMN in hard light. As you were, we are in the lobby. She had a female friend come up for the week (for the Sakura Con this up coming weekend) And my roommate tells he’s going over to his friend at the other dorm for hallo 2 online, wants me to come cause its my game they want to use. So I go grab my stuff, flirt with the girls a little more while they smoke. Sure as shit, Melissa walk through the lobby to the elevators. Like an idiot, I give them my Room number, but seeing Melissa throws me off my game and I forget to get theirs. And you all know how my memory with names is, bad. I remember her nick name, “the evil one” she had two plush Inuasha (sp?) dolls that we were talking about. So anyhow, Melissa comes in, guys are down smoking, the girls wish me happy hunting, they get in the elevator with Melissa. And know what, I haven seen them. What the Hell?!? This just makes me think about the Queen of cups. Was the card right, not once but three times, in just as many reading. Is it possible that its batting 100%. I’ve had a few freaky readings with these cards, with people I never knew, just asked me to do it cause I was playing with them.