forget what the doctor said.
this morning i woke up and went downstairs and started brewing a pot of coffee, i went out side to have a cigarette with the coffee i made. i was sitting there in one of those cheap fold up metal chairs and i staired at the cigarette and i started to remember when i was younger, like 8 or 10. i used to look at people pass by me on the free way, smoking a cigarette. they usually drove really crappy cars, like 1987 toyota camerys. i always thought they wasted all their money on buying cigarettes.