what a fucking shitty ass day.
the best part about it is that i have no one to talk to about it. ugh

wow im cool and everytime i get pissed off i hit my sixteen year old daughter ( Read more... )

so how has brianna lively's life been lately. stressed out maxed out. yeaahh. this project is driving me crazy, actually everything is driving me crazy lately. i really can't do this anymore.

so i mailed a letter to an old friend a few days ago, not sure if it was a great idea. whatevvv, maybe it was, and if it wasn't so what ( Read more... )

its been a while since i've updated. we finally got a new computer. its pretty sweet ( Read more... )

so i go to lhs now. its pretty sweet. i dont talk to anyone from stb anymore besides jackie occasionally ( Read more... )

so lately. i've been pretty good. im feeling much better than i was a few weeks ago because the withdrawral stage is overr ( Read more... )

my fucking toes keep sticking together and its driving me absolutely crazy. i feel like i'm growing webbed feet ( Read more... )

i can honestly say that i dont think i have ever felt as shitty about myself as i have lately. i know part of it is the thing with not taking this med anymore but even before i seriously have never wanted to die so bad in my life. i do not see the point in living anymore. there is no purpose. my head is pounding i cant even see straight. i hate ( Read more... )

so i guess i've learned who my true friends are.
and the ones who clearly arent.
i cant be friends with liars