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[__satisfactron]

i am a boring piece of shit.

so richard got one of those new cameras that is also a video recorder
he is fucking around with it
and starts recording our conversaition
i notice these things
A) i have a huge nose
B) im dopey looking
C) my hair looks funny in the back
D) i look really sad and depressed
E) im boring
F) not funny
G) lame.
H) the whole video looked like a really awful episode of the wonder years
I) im overly sensitive
J) no one wants to hear me go on about shit
i was going to kill myself

puts everything into alot of perspective
so im going to delete this journal
or just not write in it
A) to save you guys
B) i feel so lame
C) gillian im sorry
you can call me to hear about it.

-other than that
i bid you

good day.
-michael